Rain

Say that i'm a murder... Think that i always will fail... Always going to be the person who never be remind... I Want to be remind... Always want to see someone else fail... I Will always kill that person that i hate... Say that i've got a ice cold heart... Then i'm going to have a ice cold heart... As you want me to have... Once i get out of this life i will never forgive someone! I live my life because to make problem to everyone... They always say so... Then i'm going to be there Demon... "Will Never love and will never be loved... Happinese I don't deserv this kind of stuff... and they either... Even the animal called "human" say that everyone deserv love, happinese, peace, friend and family... No... Not for me... I'll always be the person everyone forget... That's the best to me... My life as someone i didn't want to be... That name they both gave to me... I'll Never be proud of what i am... They always say... 'It's better if you don't do anything!! You just make problems to everyone else!! Don't touch!! Sit there as a doll as you always do!! Sit there and be an angel!!'... Those word make me feel more lonlye then i am now... Rain... Want to be like the rain... Come when they want... An then dissapper when they want... And no one remember them... They will always come and go... Not saying a word... Just fall down to the ground that will never be wet... How much it's raining but it will never get wet... Not even once... But when the  rain is not coming they got angry... Why?... Yes of course they need the rain to make everything grov up... But they will never be grateful... To be a human is not what i want... Get my dreams destroyed... Seems like i my dreams is just stupids... Then about there dreams?... Why can't i destroy there dreams?... I Don't want to go down to there level... If they didn't have me to blame on... They wouln't be alive!... Be grateful that i'm alive... If i wasn't alive... They would't be it too..."

Songs

Oii Oii!!! Well....today was nothing but a blood red day rose...as always... When i look back to all those crazy things i did n done for this year it is n was lovely n painful... Happinese n Lonlinese... It's coming with each other.... Just like my past that will never left my brain only yesterday was something i never want to forget... Because untill the end of the time i will always be buy your side n always going to remember you... The day that pasting throw me i will always remember untill i find a new life!!.... Regret is nothing i want.. But at the end of everything i regret... I Take all the moment that is coming!... Take all those painful thing with a smile on my face that will never dissapper!!...
All i want to say not all but well i'm going to write songs i still going to like/love untill 2012 n of coz until i forget it ^_^Means dead....

The GazettE - Cassis - Reila - Filth in the beaty - Zetsuu - Silly god disco - Invisible wall  - Kare uta - Shiver - Guren.

Vivid - Yume ~ Mugen no kanata - Feast of the moon - Hamon - 69-Ⅱ- Across the border - W.B.A Wing Broken Angel - Dear - Precious - Trails of tears.


SuG - Love Scream Party - 


Alice Nine - Sleep walker - Rainbow - Tsubasa - Blue flame - Cosmic world - Shunkashuutou - GEMINI-0 eternal.


An Cafe - My heart lips 'c' - Bonds kizuna - Cherry saku yuuki - Smile ichiban ii ona - Wagamama Koushinkyouku - Escapism - Maplegumman.


Golden bomber -


D-Out - One - Sunrise.

Aicle - Psycho x letter.


SID - Rain - Monokuro no kisu - Smile - Ranbu no melody - Sweet - Chapter 1.


Girugamesh - Crying rain - Break down.



Kiryu -




Valluna -



Versailles - Serenade.

The Kiddie - Smile.



    Haven't write everyting done because my computer will soon die i guess is start to go to slow again... =,= ja ne!!  

My new year list

Hey hey hey!! I Feel a little drunk here!! Joke joke!! Well...today is a very quite n peaceful day for me (Not everyday is peaceful for me xP )  so i was thinking to write my new year stuff....just for fun!! n those thing MOST!!! i do!!! (want actually to write "Skall" but didn't because it's not in english....)
Well here is the list!! xD

1: Lost weight at least 10 kg!! (so i can buy that damn dress!!)
2: Take more care bout my hair n skin!! (Like buy something that is gd for dyed hair!! n something for my skin!! i use tons of make up! not tons but quite lot for me...)
3: Learn Japanese, Chinese, Hangul, Spanish, Thai n better english so it seems like i've got english as what i speak!! (Japanese = Write n read. Talk n understand Chinese = Talk n understand. Hangul = Understand n read. Spanish = write n read n understand. Thai = Most read n write faster.)
4: Learn to play Bass, Guitar, Drums n Piano. (Not all of those but well at least Bass n drums! Bass = Always want to play!! Drums = to the rythme. Why not guitar? because my friend will kill me...maybe...but i still want to be alive!! -_-! well...piano would be gd too...)
5:  Get smarter in maths n Swedish!! (Hates maths with all my heart!!! >< )
WEll...thats all i guess c.ya later!!!!! :* <3 <3 
                                                                           // Keniiji-sama

↑The Game of Life↓ [Hatsune Miku] English Subs

Me: This song kind of make me feel sick xP *grins*
Haruhi: Why? I actually like this song! It feels real
Me: *Looks weird at Haruhi* Well!...Actually thats right!!
Haruhi: My frist life was boring my second life i did what i want my third life was gfrtytft my fourth life was a blind pianist!
Me: For me i think this song mean somethink like : While god look at use human play the game called life. We can cheat but he don't care, the invinseble threath is blinding us all togheter!!
Haruhi: Isn't that the song text?
Me: Yeah! *grins*
Haruhi: U using the same thing!!!
Me: Baka!!
Haruhi: u better run nw!!
Me: Kyaaa!! *Hide behinds Toshiya my dear dad!! (fb dad)* Help me dad!
Toshiya: Dear daughter *smiles gently at his fb daughter* hw can i help u?
Haruhi: Toshiya from Dir en grey don't have a damn fb account!!!
Me: Heard about roleplay?
Haruhi: Ahh!...
Me: Dady!! i want to go home!! *hugs him tight from the back* Home sweet home i want to go home! *pouts*
Toshiya: Ahaha!! Okay! lets go home! *he takes her hand n go to the car*
Haruhi: well *goes to the camera* gd night for today then my dears heart ^^ *grins n take her hand on the camera lens*

End!!

Happy Before X-Mas!

Happy Before X-Mas!!!! (Because im not gonna blog or be online on fb that day...-.-) Well!!...Long time haven't do something much...Well today i've Winter holiday! (At least!! -,-) I was sang with my friend home made songs!! And nw we plan to sing 3 songs next time one cover and 2 homemade songs again!!...(Poor me!! i sang almost one song with my own!! i thought i would faint!!) but well, well, well!! We did it gd!! Don't someone agree?!?
Haruhi: ?? *Stares* You don't have any clips why do you think they are going to agree??
Me: I dunno! i just!! I though that it would be a great thing!!
Haruhi: Okay...
Me: Well Today i want to say Merry Chritmas (Before) !!! Everyone!!! >__< n an happy new year!!! Why new year i dunno but, but!! jaja!! Most go now!! ^^ Ja ne!!

                                                                          //Keniiji-sama!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Some pic!!

Blue star- Vidoll

Jui: "I am happy to meet you~"
Me: "Ahh!? Really? *Blush* hehe m-me too! "
Jui: "You are my destiny to me~"
Me:"Kyaaa! *Fall back* *Blush rosen red* you really thing soo? umm...i was thinking that too! "
Jui:"So I will sing this song for you~"
Me: "Rally?! 0.0 ^^ really kind of you!! then go ahead!! ♥"
Jui: "Close your eyes, can I kiss you?~"
Me: >__< Heck yes!!

Jui:  If i could stay with you forever, there is nothing else i want. Close your eyes,  can i kiss you?
Me: Ahh!? Thx...of coz *Blush*
Jui: Inserted in the dime store's vase. Among a bunch of artificial flowers
Me: Woow! Awsome ^^ *smiles gently*
Jui: Ah - There's only one truly beautiful flower.
Me:Really?
Jui: Attraced by the flower's name. I took a picture and sent it to you.
Me: Yay! thx u soo much!! ^^
Jui: mm, I don't know, but it's a beautiful flower, isn't it?
Me: Yeah it is ^^ *look at the pic*
Jui: From that place, Pleas don't stop by anywhere.
Me: Why would i?
Jui: Come here quickly!
Me: Kay! *smiles*
Jui: Finally! I could meet you! Stroking my head!
Me: haha!! really?
Jui: The more and more piled up restlessness. Was melt down by a smile!
Me: Woow!
Jui: Anytime since i give a feeling into your heartbeat. Into your heartbeat!
Me: Oii!! i didn't knw that!
Jui: Forever you'll welcome me! with that smile and cute face!
Me: Ahh!! thx you very very much no one have call me cute *blush*
Jui: What make you sad are not the client although they sometimes pass by!
Me: Hehe! maybe...! *looks down embarassed*
Jui: Ah - As i wish a mail from you!
Me: Srry! i didn't have time! *smiles sadly*
Jui: The phone is next to my pillow! Passing the night which waits to sleep!
Me: Haha!! really? why do you even have your phone next to the pillow?
Jui: Come on! Where will we go? Hold hand on hand!
Me: I dunno i go where ever u want! *Smiles*
Jui: The more and more piled up loneliness! Let's eares it from each other!
Me: uff! it would be great *smiles gently*
Jui: Anytime since i want you. To feel my heartbeat! Forever though not so reliable!
Me: Hehe! do u thing i am so? i mean reliable? *looks at him*
Jui: I want to hugs with this arms!
Me: *Nod* if u want to hug it's okay from me *smiles*
Jui: The bluish white sprattering sky. A few penetrating meteors.
Me: Woow! *look up* It's just AWSOME!!
Jui: I Want to meet you!
Me: u alredy see me! *stares at him wondering*
Jui: I'm happy to meet you!
Me: I'm happy that i know you!
Jui: So i will sing this song for you!
Me: yay! i LOVE this song!!
Jui: Oh! let's go get it!
Me: Get what? ^^"
Jui: Im happy to meet you!
Me: haha! it was a pleasure to met you!
Jui: you are my destiny to me!
Me: Do you really think so? me 2!
Jui: So i will sing this song for you!Close your eyes!...can i kiss you?
Me: Damn yes!! *hug him*
Jui: Today's appointment time is also late.
Me: OH!! why?
Jui: Alsop love, Also love! isn't changed; you got mad on me!
Me: Puff! *look away*
Jui: You got mad at me!
Me: Remember everything you done so!
Jui: Anytime since i want you!
Me: and? *looks a bit annoying at him*
Jui: To feel my heartbeat!
Me: Thats all?
Jui: Forever! Although not so reliable!
Me: *looks sad at him*
Jui: I want to hug you with this arms!
Me: do whatever you want!
Jui: Want to belive it!
Me: Belive what?
Jui: Can i belive it? *looks innocent*
Me: Depends on what you want to belive in...*Arms crossed*
Jui: A happy forever love desire!
Me: At least if both of them love each other!
Jui: That flower (Blue star) Let's go get it! Tomorrow before i meet you!
Me: I miss you Jui!...*Looks a bit sad n happy at the same time* *hugs him*

Badly everything don't end up as we want all the time! like those word is just a happines i write on this post! Like i want to meet all of Visual n Oshare kei!! But is just a wish i hold it with me forever!

                               bye bye!
                                                          //Keniji

Vidoll - Blue Star (english subs)

Jui: "I am happy to meet you~"

Haruhi: "Ahh!? Really? *Blush* hehe m-me too! "

Jui: "You are my destiny to me~"

Haruhi:"Kyaaa! *Fall back* *Blush rosen red* you really thing soo? umm...i was thinking that too! "

Jui:"So I will sing this ong for you~"

Haruhi: "Rally?! 0.0 ^^ really kind of you!! then go ahead!! ♥"

Jui: "Close your eyes, can I kiss you?~"

Haruhi: >__< Heck yes!!

Not gd! I'm sure is not for me xP

Kenji: Do u even knw him?

Haruhi: No actually ^^ but we say io knw him!!