An empty heart?...

Empty.... Everything is so empty... 

How could i possible lost hope in myself? I keep telling lies... to make me feel better. 

"Tomorrow is still not written things can still change" 

Still i don't believe in it. 

Sometimes i just want to throw everythin away and fly away... But i'm to weak and afraid to do that! 

that's why... I'll try to make on step at time.... little step....carefully trying... if i fall..... i'll try to get up...

Even thought... I've been waiting to long for someone to come rescue me.... But that is just me hoping for something  ^^