3/04/2012

My dad is a superstar (Toshiya from Dir en grey) - Long time no see.... (8)

But... Die haven't change his feeling's for Haruko... Maybe outside look like nothing... But inside his heart it is screaming with pain...
"The heart which has become empty, has it been filed with tears? The melody of the rain guided her to the sky. If they had met under a different sky, would they become happy? Showing a lying smile *they'll return without fail*
you turned your back and walked away, you stopped her from going. pleas, pleas stay by her side. it's stupid!" Matsumoto Akira said once when Die came to her because he is going to leave Haruko. Akira filed it at the end... "If the rain falls from above will you still be waiting?" Once she was done... Die just repet "I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry!" over and over again. "If you want to say sorry then go and say to her... BAKA!" then Akira just leave him alone...

Haruko just passed out after crying. Everyone get worried and took her to an doctor to ask if she is okay... and the doctor said she just passed out... like the two of you friends.
Days go and pass... No one have see each other... Band mates didn't meet each other when it was out of cam...


At Matsumoto's home:
"Akira-kun! Can you help me with dinner?" Mrs.Matsumoto said and waited for Akira to answer. "Hai!" she said when she came out with short brown hair that she cutted with herself.

Dinner:
"How was school Kyon?" Ruki said with a grin. He know that Akira hate when someone call her Kyon... Form Akira = Yuri = Yuu = Rin = Kyon = Kyo.
Akira grined back and said in english " Everything is good dear brother! How would you think about go back to school?" Ruki didn't know what to answer just said "Ano... Kyo-kun... don't get so mad...!"
"Hahahahah! Onii-san! Aishiteiru!! <3" she said and hugged Ruki.

Matsumoto Akira (Foster sis to Ruki)







Matsumoto Takanori (Ruki vocal of The GazettE)

3/01/2012

Poem - game

I have nothing! Nothing to lose anymore! So it's okay for me to die now... But sorry ;) I gotta live to make some people's life to shit first!
I'm Happy for beging born unknown now! ^_^  Because when you're unknown... No one knows you! and you can do everything you want! ^_^
Maybe people call me idiot stupid... But you know what! F*** you!!! Damn you!! I Would LOVE to see you die a painful death in front of my eye's!!
I would not sleep by your name beside my head! If i could live with you forever.... I would probebly think "Then Hell isn't nothing much as this" Hahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!

Sorry HUMAN!!! YOU CAN'T KILL ME ANYMORE!! WHEN YOU WITH ME!!! YOU'RE LIFE WILL TURN INTO A GAME!! SO REMEMBER!!! KEEP YOUR EYE'S WIDE OPEN BECAUSE I'M COMING WHEN YOU LEAST ESPECT IT!!! X.X 
YOU WILL DIE IF YOU LOSE THIS GAME!! DEAR HUMAN!! 
I'M ALREADY DEAD!! X.X

Poem - Unknown

To be unknown... To be loved... To be remembered... To be the one that someone would say just for once... and mean it... "I love you"... To much?
Am i asking to much?...
Unknown as my name is... Will someone sleep by my name when i'm dead? Even if i wouldn't be here... you wouldn't fail, right?
Even if you don't have me to blame on... Would you still be alive?
From the past to present you haven't change at all...
Cry.... Tears keep falling... Smiling while inside is screaming by pain...
Looking back... still hear myself crying... Learn to forgive... Learn to forget... Live with pain...
I'm screaming out pain... No one seems to notice... My voice slowly fade away... My name get more unknown...
Will you still breath... If I'm not you're doll anymore?... Could someone see how much i scream?
Pain... It still hurt when you know from the begining that no one seems to want you to be alive...
During my life... I never hear someone be greatful that i'm still alive... greatful... That how much i fail... i still try to add it up again...
Am i the only one who never gonna have a dream?... Want to show everyone that knock me down how i can be loved, how i can be remembered?
Keep crying... Keep smiling... Keep lying... Keep everything for my own...
Never get destroyd... Human you know what?... You can't hurt me anymore...

             I'M ALREADY DEAD!!!      (X.X)



2/29/2012

My dad is a superstar (Toshiya from Dir en grey) - Everyone's past... (7)

Shou just came in to the little room and saw the unknown girl pointed at her and yelled out. "You! What's your name? Tell me! I haven't forget you yet! So pleas tell me! How can you know me this good?"
The unknown girl or yuri that is her nickname laughed and said "If you already forget me then you're so BAKA!"
Nao came out from restroom and looked like he was really angry at someone... "Shou! Nao! Hiroto!... I Gonna tell ya everyone's past!... So listen!" Yuri said cold.


"Akane's past:
Well... When she was 5 she lost her dad... He died because of an heartattack... And 3 year's ago she lost her mom too... In an car accident...
A Car came from nowhere and crocked into Akane's mom's car... No one in the both car did survive... No one but... Me... I was in Akane's mom car... We were going to suprise Akane on her birthday... With a lot of stuff... And the car came from nowhere... like i said no one did survive... Even me..." Yuri looked said... Then Hiroto said "How could you say that even you didn't survive when you are telling us this?"
"I lost my mind... They said that i don't want to remember... so for now... I just want to be unknown... But some pecies of my memorie have come back... and i didn't speak for a while when i was awake in the hospital... I've just heard how i am... They said that my name was... Akira... Matsumoto Akira... They said that i'm 23... but i feel like im 14..." Yuri get quite... then said "Move to next person!...."

"Hauko's and Mitsuru's past:
When Mitsuru where born... Her Mom and Dad was still togheter happy... Haruko got really happy when Mitsuru where born... And gave her the name Mitsuru... Because she said she know that Mitsuru will growing up fast... And will understand everything... And When Mitsuru was 5 Haruko was 15... Her dad get drunk and beat up her mom and Haruko... Mitsuru was in the wardrobe saw everything... but couldn't do anything... Her dad leave the home... and never came back... That's why Mitsuru don't really trust boy... And Haruko most take care of Mitsuru and her mom... Haruko thought that she got to graudnation university... and get a really good job... but her mom died when Haruko was 20... and Mitsuru was just 10... They live in a little flat near Shinjuku... For now... Mitsuru and Haruko do the same thing... Mitsuru go to school and working part time in a super market... Haruko work part time at an resturang and a clothes store... and are study to be a doctor... " Akira said looking at Mitsuru... "And when i first got to know Haruko and Mitsuru was when Haruko was senpai at my school... I always follow her.. and have fun... when she know that she got an little sister she said to me "I've got an sister her name is Mitsuru! Doesn't you think she is cute?" and yes... I always think she is cute...and the day after her dad beat her mom and sister... Haruko ask me if i could take care of her... I sadi yes and Mitsuru... When she came to me she said "I Don't like boy's..." and she looked at my brother..." Akira said... "Wait! Akira?! Matsumoto? Matsumoto Akira? Matsumoto Takanori?! You're Ruki's little sister?!" Nao, Hiroto and Shou said... "No... I'm just there foster daughter... Not real..." Akira said cold...
"I said that "I will always protect you my princess... untill... the world end's... untill you have fine the one for you... and only you..." andi kissed her hand like you saw Hiroto... Well... That's all about everyone's old past..." Akira said looking at Mitsuru again and took Mitsuru's hand in her hand and closed her eye's...
A tear falled down from Akira's eye... Nao went to Akira wiped her tears away and let her cry into his lap... It was quite... everything just stoped... It feelt liike the time is stop going... They could just hear Akira crying into Nao's lap... but nothing more...

With Die and Haruko:
"I'm a loser Die! I'm sorry! I don't know what to do anymore!" Haurko cried into Die's warm lap...
Die and Haruko would make a good couple... Everyone... Even Alice Nine... But not Shou... They got to know each other on a super market... They talked and talked... Both falled in love with each other... But then Dir en grey where going on a tour for a long time so they couldn't meet... but when they got to meet each other once again... Both love each other just like brother that take care of his little sister... But...

Hello/how are you ハロ/ハワユ Mirror Dance



How cute isn't this dance?

2/28/2012

My dad is a superstar (Toshiya from Dir en grey) - Invinsible tears (6)

Kotobuki Mitsuru

Kazamasa Kohara

Ogata Hiroto

Kotobuki Haruko
Nao started to go to the lift while Haruko just standing in silent when Shou came in where the other was he looked confused at everyone.
Then Haruko just got her knocked down by her own tears, her tears keep falling like it will never end... Everyone thought that see will never stop cry... but then Toshiya and Die came in to the hospital and saw Haruko cry like she never would stop crying! "Oh! Haru! What happend? Don't say that Kaito or Mitsuru are-" Toshiya ran in and asked when Die stoped him and said instead... "You okay? You know you can tell me everything for me... Don't you? I've promised you for long time ago that i'll protect you from everything that make's you cry... And i'll keep my promise untill you don't want me to..." Haruko looked up from her hands and hugged Die crying like a little girl that have got her dreams destroyed with one personens word's... Shou sighed and said " I'm going to Mitsuru..." then he just go cold to the lift and got into the lift and pressed the button plan 7.

In The Lift:
"How can i still say i love Haruko when i can't even protect her?! And What have Die and Haruko got for a kind of reletionship? Do they love each other? or what?! Oh! my dear god! How am i suppost to do next?... I Feel so hopless! Hmm... Maybe now i just gonna move on?" Shou said crying to the lift wall, then the lift stoped at plan 5 Shou looked up to who it was that came in... A Girl not cute but not hot either... She didn't look cute or hot like a boy or girl... Shou didn't find word to tell what he think about this girl... But she is kind strange! She moves slowly but it seems like she is not going but flying... And her aura was... Shou didn't know what to say but in the silents she reached her hand to the button then said "Oh... So you're going to plan 7? Shou? or do you like when someone say your real name? Kazamasa  Kohara-san?" The Unknown girl said while looking sideways at Shou.
"Oh! You know me? Oh! Em... You can just call me Shou" Shou said looking confused then realise that he still got tears in he's eyes and didn't want someone to see him cry, he was nearly to wipe away all the tears in his eye's... but she stoped him by grabbing his hand and said "Sometimes it's okay to cry out. Woman, Men, Kidd, Adult no matter what you are you're still a human! So it's okay to cry... I dunno what have happend to you... But even you don't want someone to see you cry... But sometimes it's good to have someone to fell back on..." The unknown girl sounded really cold but deeper in her voice was warming... it was kind of a warm feeling she got in her voice... Even she don't know him in real life and he don't even know her at all!
"Shou... It's plan 7 now... You gonna go?" unknown girl said but didn't wait for an answer but just get of the lift and said while she talked with out to face Shou "Don't think any stupid if you think that a girl doesn't love you... But if you make a move for now... Maybe you'll know something you never though about! Good luck!" then she just go to the halfway Shou Screamed after her "Hey! What's your name?" she stoped and turnd around to face Shou and said "I'll Tell you when we meet once again, but for now i still want to be unknown!" with a grin on her face she laughed about the face Shou make when she said she still want to be unknown. "And when will we meet again?" Shou said waiting for an answer from the girl that still want to be unknown. "In the near future Shou! Not to long so i think you haven't forget me in the time we meet next time!" She said and go into a room.

With Hiroto:
"Oh! Will she be okay?! My Dear Misa-chan!" Hiroto said with tears in his eye's, Mitsuru have fallen asleep when Hiroto came, no one was in the room so Hiroto talked to himself.
"Yeah she will but i think she got to rest now..." The unknown girl that Shou talked with came in to the whiteroom and asked "Where is Haruko, Asusa and Akane?" she looked confused because she didn't know that Hiroto would cry. "Oh! You're Mitsuru's friend that got the nickname 'Yuri'? They are with Kaito for now but they will be back..." Hiroto said looking back to Mitsuru that seems to not want to wake up anymore... The girl that named Yuri sat down on Mitsuru's right side took Mitsuru's hand kissed it then said "องค์หญิงของข้าน้อย ข้ามาแล้ว" which meaning english from thai "My princess i've come here now"
Hiroto looked confused at Yuri and ask "What kind of relathinship do you two have? and what did you say?" Yuri just laugh and said "She is my princess, I'll protect her untill her real prince will come to her... But! As long as she don't fall in love i am still gonna protect her!" Yuri looked seriously so it wasn't a joke.
Then Shou just came in to the little room and saw the unknown girl pointed at her and yelled out...



The Unknown Girl (Yuri)


Kitade Asusa

Hara Akane

2/27/2012

My dad is a superstar (Toshiya from Dir en grey) - A Cover band? (5)

MitruRuHaru was the band name! The band name came from all the members! 
Mitsu on drumms, Ru on bass and Haru on vocal!... But they still haven't find a guitar player! 

"Eh?!... Arigatoo i think... Oh! Tora! This is what you want me to get for you when i was in Osaka, right?" Haruko said while looking in her bag after the little black box. Everyone looked curious on what Haruko took out of her bag... Saga almost screamed out "Wait?! Tora! Are you going to marry someone?! Are you going to marry Haruko-chan?!? You make her pregnent?!? So you gotta marry her?! Oww!! Tora! How dare you even to touch my little angel?!" Shou just stared at Haruko that was giggle about what Saga said. 
"Then How dare you think that i gonna make Haruko pregnent? She just do a favor to me. Doesn't you dear?" Tora said annoying on Saga and go to Haruko and take his arm aroung her waist. Shou get mad and just ran out the hospital without saying a word...

~ ** ~    In Shou's mind:
How dare Tora touch Haruko like that?! Everyone knows that i Love Haruko! But they still pretending not to even care about how i gonna feel!
Oh! If i just get a chance to say what i feel for her! What a loser i am!  "You know that you got much chance? You got the chance to say to her all the time when both of you meet. But you! Both of you! No one pretending like they care because they want to make you say that you really love her! Baka! Shou you're so Baka, Baka, Baka! Do you want me to say it one more time?! That you are BAKA!!!" A girly voice said behind me... Who is it? Her voice is quite familiar!... Who is this? 
I Turned around and faced a very cute girl... I remember her! "K-Kiyoshi!! Fukuda Kiyoshi?! From 9th grade? Class 9a? Are that you?!" I remember her! Someone like her it's hard to forget! You'll never forget you first love! But it was long time ago now... Wait?! If i'm not wrong! Does she have a ring on her left side hand?! Oh! Yes! of course she is marry! I Forgot! Haha!! Lucky Man that got her!... "Shou? SHou? SHOU!!! Are you there?! Do you pretending not to hear me or what?!" Kiyoshi screamed in my ear. 
"Oh! Sorry! I was just thinking about something! What did you say?" I think she said yes that she is Fukuda Kiyoshi... But i'm not sure... "I said yes I am Fukuda Kiyoshi! or actually Watanabe Kiyoshi! Oh! Well! Shou-kun! If you dont mind i gotta go now!! Rin and Kyo is waitning! ja ne!" She said... she didn't even wait for me to say something... Well her kidd is waiting... Now i can just see her back fade away slowly... I'm not gonna be like this! I Gonna tell Haruko what i feel for her! Yepp!! Now or never!! I don't want to lose someone o love once again!!.

~ ** ~    Normall pov:

"Where is Shou?" Haruko said looking around. "Why don't you tell him how you feel? Haruko? Stop pretending to not care! WE all know you LOVE Shou! Why don't you just ask him?" Tora said and looked said at Haruko. "I know but-" Haruko said but get cuted of by Saga. " Playing to not care isn't that fun... I know it! Because i lose a girl i love by doing like that! So just stop playing to not care! and ask him.... all i can say for you!-" Saga got cuted of by Nao that said cold " Haruko *Look seriously* If you don't ask now it will be to late! I hope you understand!" then nao started to go to the lift.