4/02/2013

Far Away From You: Prolouge

Far Away From You

Prolouge: The story of 3 friend's.

 A Delinquent's and The Shadow's Diary

  "7 Year's ago"
In Chiba-ken, Chiba, Midori-ku.
There were once 3 friend's.
Whom were so different from each other.

A girl who are cold-hearted and a shadow for her sister who was a "perfect" woman, kind, gentle, beautiful and smart. There isn't anything weird if she got compared or a shadow of her sister... Takaki Akiharu

And a boy who doesn't have a dad, people bully him because of that and he are always in a fight. When something bad happens in school he is always the one people Will suspect first. He is indeed smart but he doesn't really care, adult always say's he will become an delinquent when he grow up. They lost hope in him even thought he is only 9. Yamada Haruo

Along with these two people there is a very happy, hyper, sweet, kind and gentle boy with a weak heart. He is the one who keep's the three of them together and he always put other's before himself. Since he was born he had a weak heart and wouldn't live for long but Akiharu and Haruo mad his days funny and full of adventure . Sato Daichi.

But one day in spring before the new term Daichi, Akiharu and Haruo where playing with a ball like usually, something unexpected happend.

-Oii Daichi! Pass me the ball! Haruo yelled out loud
-Oii! Haruo always mean! What about me? You guys have been passing each other the ball i also want to you know?! I'm actually a volleyball player! Akiharu said pouting.
-A no future volleyball player yes! Haruo said and grined
-Hahahaa! Don't make such a face Aki-chan! Here!  

Daichi smiled and passed the ball to Akiharu. She ran back abit to much and fell down on the road, where care usually don't past but today was a day when a car just needed to past. Daichi saw the car coming towards Akiharu and jumped in front of the car protecting Akiharu.
Akiharu looked at the bloody Daichi and the car driver called an ambulance. Haruo ran towards them shocked about what he just saw.



-Oii! Daichi!! Don't die! Breath look at us! Say something! Haruo pleaded out.

-Daichi come on you will be alright! Take my hand Daichi! Nee! Daichi! Take my hand!! Akiharu pleaded. Daichi tried to open his eye's. He looked dizzy at Akiharu and Haruo.

-neee... Aki-chan haruo-kun... You guy's are my most precious thing's. Can you guys promise me something? Haruo and Akiharu nodded in agreement.

-We will always be friends...ne? Haruo and Akiharu nodded almost crying

- Write a diary... together... Untill you graduate from high school... Have fun and when you graduate... Come to my grave... and put the book there...  Akiharu and Haruo nodded and said:

-We will.... We will do that! We promise! Daichi smiled and looked up and said.

-The sky is sure beautiful... The sakura tree's and the spring breeze... I'll look at you guys from over there... 

Daichi pointed up to the sky, the ambulance came but it was to late, Daichi already closed his eyes... Sleeping a sleep which he will never wake up from. 
The car driver apologized not only to Daichi's family but also to his friend's, he was really sorry and he wanted them to forgive him. Daichi's mother Minami nodded and said.

-If you know you did wrong and regret it, and won't do it again then it's okay. We forgive you. The car driver nodded and got to prison.
The funeral was held two days after Daichi's death. Minami wanted to speak to Haruo and Akiharu.

-You guy's have been really precious to Daichi, that noting on earth can compared. Thank you for making his last day on earth wonderful and for always being with him. This is Daichi's last wish a letter for you two, here. Minami gave them two letter's with there name on.



"Dear Takaki Akiharu
When you get this letter i guess i'm already dead... Well Time sure pass ne? I guess if you aren't crying then you are pretty mad at me? For leaving you guys... Aki-chan to Haruo-kun is so precious to me there is nothing else that could replace you. I'll always look over you from here.
Also Aki-chan don't hate people and your sister to much. I can understand you are mad at your parent's and people for comparing you and your sister... But you have something your sister are lacking off  a lot...it won't be funny if i tell you but... It's something really important... Aki-chan... Please continue with volleyball... Even thought you are so irritated by people saying "Stop playing sport's and be more like your sister" But I really like see you play volleyball... Continue with it and always Cherise your dreams!
Last but not least: Fight for the thing you want, Protect the thing's you love BUT Never lose you''re self along the way.
                                                          To Takaki Akiharu From Sato Daichi"
 


A tear fell down Akiharu's pale cheeks, she puted the letter onto her chest and smiled..."I will... I'll try... It may take time but... I will...."



"Dear Yamada Haruo

When you get this letter i guess i'm already dead... Well Time sure pass ne? I guess if you aren't crying then you are pretty mad at me? For leaving you guys... Aki-chan to Haruo-kun is so precious to me there is nothing else that could replace you. I'll always look over you from here.
I can't do anything about it... I may have been annoying from time to time but don''t hate me ne? Also Don't hate your dad because he left you and your mom...Instead see it as an opportunity to make everything better! A dad is always a dad in the end of the day. And when people pick a fight with you. They are just unsure of them-self so that's why you shoulnd't fight with them. You fight because you are protecting the thing's you love and for the thing's you want. 
Please continue with soccer and with time... Show Aki-chan what she have that her sister is lacking off... You know... Like that time? Her sister didn't do anything because she was to frighted but Aki-chan could stand up... And if you like her... Confess to her. Before someone take's her away.
                                                     To Yamada Haruo From Sato Daichi "



"Baka... How could i do that?..." Haruo smiled and looked at Akiharu who also smiled at him.

- I Guess Daichi want's to see us smiling to him instead of crying...

- Maybe... Then Haruo let's smile and make him sleep with no worries!

-Yooosh! Let's goo! Haruo and Akiharu said smiling to each other.

After funeral when Akiharu came home her mom, dad and sister smiled and said

-It may be to sudden... But we are moving to Tokyo next week... I know you just lost a friend... What's his name again?... Dai... Daiki!-

-Daiki ja nai!But Daichi! Daichi as Great wisdom! Not Big tree!

-I'm sorry honey! I forgot!-

-You didn't forgot you just didn't pay attention... Do whatever you want... But after i graduate high school I'll come back here... Akiharu said turning her back and ran up the stair and locked herself in her room. The room she, Daichi and Haruo did homework, played around listed to music together.

-Geez... Why can't she be like You Yumi?

-Mom she is just abit sad because she just lost her friend. It can't be helped... Yumi said patting her mother's shoulder.
Brrrz... Hauro looked at his phone he got a message.

"Hey... Haruo i need to tell you something... Come meet me at school now... Aki"

"Huh? At 9 o'clock? Aren't your parent's mad at you if you are out this late?" 

"No they don't care... But this is really important! Hurry up and come here!"

"Okay I'm coming in 10."

Haruo ran out of his room his mother wasn't home as usually. He ran towards the little school building. And thought "What is so important that she need to meet me now?... Maybe... No... It can't be... Could it be? Love confession?.... " Hauro blushed to himself and ran even faster.

-Oiii! Aki!! Haruo yelled out.

Akiharu came out of the shadow...She had been crying...

-Nee... Haruo... Me and my family... Are moving to Tokyo next week... That was all i wanted to tell you... Gomen! For leaving you... 

Haruo was shocked and then smiled...

-Then before you go... can i ask you something? Akiharu nodded and Haruo Hugged Akiharu tight and said. 

- 7 years from now on... Let's do our best in our life and after we graduate from high school let's do like Daichi said to us... Let's meet and give him our Diarise... Thank you for always being with me...

After that night they didn't meet each other... No text no call... Until the day when Akiharu were moving... On the road she saw... A rainbow... So beautiful... and her phone rang... a message from Haruo...

"You are going already... You see the rainbow? Because i can see it to.. A rainbow bridge... It's okay if you look up to the sky... Even far in the distance we can still smile under the same sky! " Her sister oversaw the message and a picture
- That sure is nice ne? That photo of you and your friends...
Akiharu nodded and smiled to herself.

                                                                         - The End -

4/01/2013

Opening ceremony

1 April... Welcome Freshmen to my school! *bows* Please take your seat in the gym and have a nice 3 years at my school!
Hahaaaa! In Japan a new term just began didn't it? X3 well... FOr me i still have holiday XD Höhöhöhöhöhööö! Ma.... I don't know what to write more so Mata ne!"

3/22/2013

Hide and Seeker

"When i was off searching for you after i counted to ten. I realized you've been gone to long.
THe Hide and seek game started without us beging counted. I saw the door to our heart. I knocked but there were no answer. 
"Can you come out now?" I called out to you no answer were found. 
I opened the door and a looong looong way were ahead of me. 
I fell into darkness... I only wanted to meet you again... What scared you at that time? What are you afraid of?
Hide-and-Seek is a game we play with out true feeling's that's what i've been told of you. 
You're hiding again... When i found you, you flew away into the darkness... "You really need to hide deep deep down in our heart?" I asked knowing you won't answer..

I just want to see you again. The truth leaked out of my mouth: "I'm scared, I'm afraid" Seeking the truth out of you, i got to know my own pain... 
Can you please come out now? 
...........................................................................
.....The lost side of me.....     

3/16/2013

Abadonded

Abadonded.... Again...

Abadonded again... By you who mean's so much... Where have you gone? I'm sure you're out there in the sky flying free as you are. 
I remember from time to time you came to visit me... But not anymore. 
trapped in the castle of the dark side of the moon... Waiting for you to come. 
  

Far away... From you my precious...

You who have been so dear so precious... Far away from our dream's... Even if we are far apart we are still the same.
Nothing will change... Ever... the place where you and i will be... Trapped in this place in this time.
   Forever wondering... Together we will over come this... Together we will draw our future with lots of colour and rainbows...


On My way home...

On my way home that one rainy day... I saw a rainbow... I wanted to show it to you... Knowing you weren't there... By my side... 
Time sure has passed... But the feelings sure stay inside us... right? 
The two people who has been there for me. Helping me... Together we created a lovely fourth person... a person who doesn't give up... Like you... Abadonded.... You got abanoded... but never gave up... never did you lose hope and believed.
A person with strong bonds, like you far away... thought time and place... you were still the same... 


Tadaima~

Take a deep breath... and look up to the sky where you belong, reach for that one place. Even if the world is against you i'll protect you. No matter how much time passes by.. I want to meet you... I miss you... 
Even stading here alone... This is where my heart belongs... I love and tahnk you from my heart...
   

3/03/2013

An empty heart?...

Empty.... Everything is so empty... 
How could i possible lost hope in myself? I keep telling lies... to make me feel better. 
"Tomorrow is still not written things can still change" 
Still i don't believe in it. 
Sometimes i just want to throw everythin away and fly away... But i'm to weak and afraid to do that! 
that's why... I'll try to make on step at time.... little step....carefully trying... if i fall..... i'll try to get up...

Even thought... I've been waiting to long for someone to come rescue me.... But that is just me hoping for something  ^^

2/25/2013

The rainbow is pretty, no it's you who are prettier..

こんばんわ!!! 

 

"How are you doing? 

I could say that, but time sure has passed hasn’t it?

  But I’ve betrayed you so many times

I just say from my heart that I’m sorry
I just finally realized.

That day I threw away absolutely everything and set off
If I let myself remember, at that time

Frustratingly not knowing what I could and couldn’t do
The reality that my parent’s dream for me
And my own dream did not intersect"

 久しぶり!!! 

お元気ですか?

La me myself is fine fine (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ

Hmmmm.... What to say? ... Ummm... AAAA!! 

I bleached my hair!!
(●´∀`●) 

 It's now like a orange, yellow color i guess... Well... Picture will come soon laaa~   (▰˘◡˘▰)   

Also i had an english assignment which i'm already done with! (。⌒∇⌒)。

 そして!! 

I got a C almost a B Ngek ngek!!  

\(★´−`)人(´▽`★)/ 

Mmmm... So what more? .... 

I've been watching alot of Japanese Dorama.... 

This is the list and i really recommend this to chuuu babyy!! (╯3╰)

  • Gokusen 1,2,3 + Movie
  • Misaki No.1
  • Scrap Teacher
  • Sensei wa erai
  • Nobuta wo produce
  • Shiritsu bakaleya koukou
  • Risuo no musuko 
  • Yamato Nadeshiko shichi Henge
  • Mei-chan no shitsuji 
  • Delicious gakuin
  • Takumi-kun Soshite Harukaze Ni Sasayaite, Niji iro no glass
  • Kimi wa petto
  • Atashichi no danshi
    Hidarime Tantei EYE
     
    Well that is all i guess for now... and right now i'm watching Koishite Akuma sooo...mmm... BAii baiii  
     (〃⌒▽⌒)八(〃⌒▽⌒〃)八(⌒▽⌒〃) 

    "One season has passed, Hasn't it? 
    And another season is just beginning"
     

1/19/2013

정말!? 진짜!?

정말!? 진짜!?
Like 정말?
That thing was ages ago! Why does she still put this up?! I really feel bad for her -.-*
I Mean  ทำไมจึงงี่เง่า!? 
 ถ้าคุณไม่ชอบฉันอย่าเขียนเกี่ยวกับฉัน!
 ばかばかばかばか!!!!
  (ノ °益°)ノ 彡 ┻━┻
Why is this person making me going insane!!!!! 
けど...
私は彼女の友人であった...
 실수 실수입니다~
(* ̄・ ̄)

けど!!! 
I have homewooooork!!~
(; ̄Д ̄) So not funny at all! 
Spanish homework : 
*A picture of a room* 
Esta es mi dormitorio.
A La izquierda de la puerta de la balcon hay un escriotrio.
Delante del escritorio hay una silla.
Encima del escritorio hay una cómoda, A la izquierda de la puerta está mi cama.    
 
 Hope you understand that i tried my best!
 <( ̄︶ ̄)> I'm really proud! Estoy muy orgulloso! 정말 자랑 스럽다! 私は本当に誇りに思っている
and then also Science homework...ヾ( ̄□ ̄;)ノ
 Writing about NASA, Apollo-project, first person one the moon and argu about WHY i used this link and such o(╥﹏╥)o

I suck at this... and then we have Science test about the planets, and the math test last friday was AWFUL! 私は怖いと感じる...  (#/。\#)

English homework is writing about Finland...  ╮(─▽─)╭It was easy... Beside i just relised that i need to write 150 words and not 50... He!(一。一;;)

 Today... At school... I throwed a guy friends book on the ground because i needed to win sometime! Me and my friend's was like 
  \(★´−`)人(´▽`★)/
 And then he stood behind me because one of his friend told him to do it and i stamped himn on his feet! Wwwww ~ 
But... I'm afraid of one day if i still do like this he won't care about me anymore...  
.・゜゜・(/。\)・゜゜・.
 Enough about that! I'm still alive and now i think i've made my mind clear!
 ∑(O_O;)
 Iiiiiiiek! I almost forgot! I've watched Gokusen!! All the seasons!! You should also watch ittt! XD and 20 January is Aoi's and Rui's birthday ne? I wish them Happy birthday before then! XD
 AA mmm! Well I think i'll just end this post here!
 バイバイ!! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧