Someday

"Someday"

Someday, sometimes i feel so weak... That even standing seems so hard... 

Breathing seems so hard... Even talking was hard... Nothing was good... Everything was so dark..

But isn't life like this? I ask myself... I couldn't answer... Even moving forward was painful...

 Someday i look up to the sky and i even forget how to fly... I forgot how to dream... I even forgot my own dream... 

"Standing still in winter"  

Everytime i go to school... under the cold winter... I always stop and look around... 

"Spring that gently strokes the ear" 

When the srping times come it gently stroke my ear... Walking my way to school... dreams start to blossom again... Hope and new dreams start to come... It gently, gently strokes the ear... and let us have some hope.... 

"Summers warm breeze"

Summers warm breeze have such a wonderful feeling... everything have blossom out so beautiful... 

dreams and hope have blossom and people feel abit warm inside...

"Fall dyed the leaves colour" 

Fall when everything are getting darker... But sometimes it make us feel some weird warmth inside us... Dreams disappear and fall gently to the ground on a road way... 

 

If There wasn't a new tomorrow now i can speak my heart out... EVen my dream look so fun in others eyes i'll still try to make it come true! sometiems you feel so lonely but when you're there.. its should be beautiful...

"Searching for the answer in Winter"

If there was an answer for me how to walk... Go on the faster way... but have a chance to slip.. or take the other long but safe way...

 "New dreams come along the spring"

 The new dreams start to pop up on the trees around us... Nothing look the same anymore... 

"Dreamed that blossomed in Summer"

The new dreams that blossom in summer... Nothing feels the same... Something is gone... New dreams.. Old dreams... New hope... Old hope... 

"Searching and passiong around in autuum"

Searching for the answer in autuums dyed colour and trees... 

People walk around only thinking about themself and don't care if they are killing someone without even knowing it... 

"Kill me gently and forget me for me... There is nothing else left to me to believe" 

//Kenichi MiYuki

Rain, rain, rain and more painful rain

Yo!~Hi!~Hello!~What ever!..how can i say somethink that is more then hi hello yo...you now...maybe...hehe...(-_-!)
This come up when i listening to The Gazette Guren...i love to listening to song and just write somethink^^ Call me crazy i don't care becaous i don't give you a shit!!

Hope you enjoy it whit me but i prefer to listening to The Gazette Guren it get more better becaous you gonna now how it feels^^...


Everyday i seee out from the window i see...just rain, rain, rain and more painful rain...When i see rain...i remember the unfogettable days...watch you play in the rain...it seems like nothink can stop you but at least i see you disapper from me...The little small heartbeat i was hearing was gone...gone forever...It feel like i'm alone again...you leave me whit out a "good bye" I want to hear you even a sigh would be great...I always remember you...the name i can not call i keep it in my heart...
I remember when you falll i help you up everytime just call at me i will help you...
Your painful days is gone even you leave me alone...I'm happy for you...you have it great now i guess...Mika Songchuen...Born:12/12-2000 Die:12/12-2011 (11) you are so young...but very strong!...Pleas let me sleep beside your beatuful name...still wait for hear you scream my name to help you it's painful for you but everythink it's okay now...
I'm angry on you abit  leave me alone here...
You love rain...you is always out when it raining outside...
Play in the rain...I though you gonna survive but you don't...
Play in the rain was somethink you really love it's just...last time i see you...you just cry...are the rain hurt you again??
The pure white snow get dirty...becaous of the rain, tears, lie and hope...
I remember your name Mika Songchuen...when i read your name i fell a tear fall from my eye to cheek...it's painful the name i want to scream out...disapper slowly...inside my mouth and turnd around and down to my cheest and heart...
I want to hear you, touch you, help youbut now it seems like like i can...Can not help ypu I'm sorry deep from my heart...
I just stand behind you hold your hand closley to mine...it hurt...want to help you but can't what can i do it just watch you pray for you to get better...can i stand whit out you?...no i guess...I'm not strong like you...
I wish that i could be strong like you...My unchaning dream it's still the same....
Now i see the rain...would i just watch it...or go out like you?...
At least i'm in the rain fell like the tears is coming up again...
Now i let it fall from my eye whit out to do somethink...look up in the dark sky...
Can see the fun past whit your cute smile in it...never and ever gonna forget it...
The rain it not painful anymore...
Take care...Mika songchuen...seeyou again one good day in new life...
Hope you good luck no more pain for you no!..
                                                      
                                                      Hope you guys like it...see ya ^_^


                                                                                          //A.M