Someday

"Someday"

Someday, sometimes i feel so weak... That even standing seems so hard... 

Breathing seems so hard... Even talking was hard... Nothing was good... Everything was so dark..

But isn't life like this? I ask myself... I couldn't answer... Even moving forward was painful...

 Someday i look up to the sky and i even forget how to fly... I forgot how to dream... I even forgot my own dream... 

"Standing still in winter"  

Everytime i go to school... under the cold winter... I always stop and look around... 

"Spring that gently strokes the ear" 

When the srping times come it gently stroke my ear... Walking my way to school... dreams start to blossom again... Hope and new dreams start to come... It gently, gently strokes the ear... and let us have some hope.... 

"Summers warm breeze"

Summers warm breeze have such a wonderful feeling... everything have blossom out so beautiful... 

dreams and hope have blossom and people feel abit warm inside...

"Fall dyed the leaves colour" 

Fall when everything are getting darker... But sometimes it make us feel some weird warmth inside us... Dreams disappear and fall gently to the ground on a road way... 

 

If There wasn't a new tomorrow now i can speak my heart out... EVen my dream look so fun in others eyes i'll still try to make it come true! sometiems you feel so lonely but when you're there.. its should be beautiful...

"Searching for the answer in Winter"

If there was an answer for me how to walk... Go on the faster way... but have a chance to slip.. or take the other long but safe way...

 "New dreams come along the spring"

 The new dreams start to pop up on the trees around us... Nothing look the same anymore... 

"Dreamed that blossomed in Summer"

The new dreams that blossom in summer... Nothing feels the same... Something is gone... New dreams.. Old dreams... New hope... Old hope... 

"Searching and passiong around in autuum"

Searching for the answer in autuums dyed colour and trees... 

People walk around only thinking about themself and don't care if they are killing someone without even knowing it... 

"Kill me gently and forget me for me... There is nothing else left to me to believe" 

//Kenichi MiYuki

Poem - No thank you!

When this feelings start to fade away step by step it's only you i want to be by my side forever i will always sing this song even if it means my voice is going to die away!...

There is only one thing i want before you want me to go...Close your eyes...Can i kiss you?

If i just can stay with you forever...There is nothing else i want...Why can't you see that i love you?

Our past is just like a game of life! I guess my first life was boring, my second life was a drummer in a band, my third life was a millioner.

Why do our life play with us like this? I always thouth life was something everyone love...But after i saw you hurt yourselfe like that it was like the whole world end....

Would you forgive me if i help you once again? This tears are nothing i want to see from you!

When i first though it was just a joke that you is the one that hate me...But my eyes get open again i see how much you use me...It is to late to leave you here in this dark way?

No Thank you! I don't need you anymore i just want to be with my own you don't even know the word love is!! How can you call me "Dear" When you just really hate me with all your heart? This is not the way i want! I still want to be alive when your gone from my life!!!

This is what that called love? I don't like it at all!! Why do we have so much pain in this world?

When the spring start i still feel your heartbeat. I know you will soon come and beg me on my foot. Are you out of your minds boy?

I will always follow my unchangeing dream. Untill the world ends i will always want to dream how hard it is to come to my dream i will fight! Because i can't regeret something anymore. I've choose this path so this paths is only my future not my past! I will live today! I will always live in the present. Not looking back to the past and regeret someting! Just loooking forward to the future!!

But after a while i see you come near me again! This phonixe in my heart spred there wings and shine in the sun! Beatuful as i never thought!! Golden phoneix is my dream now untill forever! Now i want to live untill the day i can't dream anymore!

Poem - Rose

Rose...
My dear rose...
Your warming smile...
Your bright soul...
You're the one i want...
My heart beat just for you...
Why can't you see?...
Why do you leave me?...
I love you as the bird's heart beat...
I'll be on your side enternally...
The rain falling from my eye's...

Could you hear my heartbeat beat faster? If you just for once look into my eye's and see what i want, my heart which start to become more empty without you... why? why? why? why? I ask you once again... WHY?