Kai one shot "I'll be waiting for you"

"I'll wait for you"

Ami Kawamura a 25 years old university studen, she is Japanese but born in Canada, she speaks fluently englisha nd her Japanese isn't the best. She moved to Japan when she was 15 and She is in love with The GazettE's sweet drumer Kai.

A normall day at "American PanCake CoffeE" the cafe just open and Ami just entered in to the cafe... 

She like spend her time at this cafe, she also met the love of her life. Yes of cousre he didn't know that she is in love with him... He doesn't even know about her existans!

Well guess who he is... Kai the drumer from The GazettE! Like he would notice her! 

Her hair is long and her face is hiden under her bangs, she wears a sweater that is almost like a dress on her and some tight black jeans. Her Japanese isn't good because she was born in Canada and moved to Japan when she was 15 years old. 

Thinking back and forth she woke up from her thoughts when the waitresser said "As normall?" Ami answered back "yes as normall thanks" She looked out the window and saw him! There he was! Kai from The GazettE!

He was wearing sunglasses and quite casual clothes, he entered the door and sat on the usually place that he would take if he came there. 

a table from Ami... She sat there staring at Kai, when he noticed he looked her way and she blusshed looking down on her book. Kai smiled a shy smile and looked at her, she looked up and faced Kai who was smiling his killing smile. She blushed even brighter and he turned away his face to his mobile. he got a text from Ruki 

*Oii Kai I'm almost there what was the name of the cafe again?* 

Kai Laughed and replyed 

*American PanCake CoffeE, come fast!* 

Kai looked up again but Ami was gone. She already left because she was to shy to sit there. But one thing she forgot was her little book, Kai walked up to where hse was siting and took it up... He unfortnetly open it and saw what was standing there with red letters 

"When she leaned close to his lifeless body to give him a last kiss before-" 

He got a new message from Ruki 

*I'm there now, where are you?* 

Then Kai saw a little short guy walk in and he waved and said "Ruki!" The little short guy walked over to Kai and saw the book and ask "What's that in your hand?" 

Kai laughed and said "A book alittle shy girl left" 

Ruki looked wondering at Kai "A little shy girl?" 

Kai laughed and said "nothing, what you want to eat?"

Ruki just said "Whatever you take"

The next day the whole GazettE members was siting there at the cafe... But little Ami haven't come yet... Kai wondered where she was and then the waitress was no one else but the little shy girl Kai was looking for. 

She looked different. She had cut her hair short and dyed it honey brown, she showed her face more and her pale white skin was showing. "H-here is the menu" Little Ami gave all of them a menu. Ruki looked at Kai and to Ami. he smiled and said "Well.. Kai how was the book you found yesterday?" Kai remembered the book he found and picked it up from his pocket. "here is yours right? You forgot it yesterday" Ami looked at the book and took it and said a shyly "thanks" 

When Ami walked away she remembered that they didn't order anything so she got back and asked Kai "as normall? " and he nods and said "yes and for the others the same" Ami walked away and after awhile she came back with coffee and french toast.

The next day Kai came alone he order from Ami the same and then he asked her " Hey! Your name is Ami right? I'm Uke Yutaka but i guess you already know" He smiled Ami just nod and said "Yes my name is Ami and yes i know who you are..." Kai laughed because of the face Ami was making and said "Want to exchange nummber and go out sometimes?" Ami looked up and said "REally!? REally for real?! No joke?!" KAi laughed and nod "Yes for real... If you want of course!" Ami Jumped like a kid "yes yes yes yes! I woukl like to! " They exchanged number and the at night when Ami was ogin to sleep.

Ami got a text from Kai saying 

*The Book... Can i borrow it sometimes? and Let's Meet next week if you can! 

Good night sleep well!*

Ami readed it and she re-readed it over and over again. She answer 

*Yes of course whenever you want! and Next wekk! yeah i can what day? You to sleep well and take care!* The little Ami falled asleep with her phone in her hand.

Wonder how her life is going to be after this? Let's say she is going to have a great time with Kai ^^

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAIIIIII!! MAY HE HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! XD ALREADY 31 BUT STILL LOOK SOOO HOOOT   *-*

Someday

"Someday"

Someday, sometimes i feel so weak... That even standing seems so hard... 

Breathing seems so hard... Even talking was hard... Nothing was good... Everything was so dark..

But isn't life like this? I ask myself... I couldn't answer... Even moving forward was painful...

 Someday i look up to the sky and i even forget how to fly... I forgot how to dream... I even forgot my own dream... 

"Standing still in winter"  

Everytime i go to school... under the cold winter... I always stop and look around... 

"Spring that gently strokes the ear" 

When the srping times come it gently stroke my ear... Walking my way to school... dreams start to blossom again... Hope and new dreams start to come... It gently, gently strokes the ear... and let us have some hope.... 

"Summers warm breeze"

Summers warm breeze have such a wonderful feeling... everything have blossom out so beautiful... 

dreams and hope have blossom and people feel abit warm inside...

"Fall dyed the leaves colour" 

Fall when everything are getting darker... But sometimes it make us feel some weird warmth inside us... Dreams disappear and fall gently to the ground on a road way... 

 

If There wasn't a new tomorrow now i can speak my heart out... EVen my dream look so fun in others eyes i'll still try to make it come true! sometiems you feel so lonely but when you're there.. its should be beautiful...

"Searching for the answer in Winter"

If there was an answer for me how to walk... Go on the faster way... but have a chance to slip.. or take the other long but safe way...

 "New dreams come along the spring"

 The new dreams start to pop up on the trees around us... Nothing look the same anymore... 

"Dreamed that blossomed in Summer"

The new dreams that blossom in summer... Nothing feels the same... Something is gone... New dreams.. Old dreams... New hope... Old hope... 

"Searching and passiong around in autuum"

Searching for the answer in autuums dyed colour and trees... 

People walk around only thinking about themself and don't care if they are killing someone without even knowing it... 

"Kill me gently and forget me for me... There is nothing else left to me to believe" 

//Kenichi MiYuki

My School

My School

Haii haii~  It has been a loooong looong time haven't it?! XD 

I've been so buuusy with school so i forgot but now i have some DAMn time's to update! So...

here is some picture because i'm too lazy to write xD 

 I was on my way to school and thought "this look so beautiful!! " and i took a picture xD Ya like?!

I was on Religion lesson.. was kinda bored so XP

I need to run up stairs to spanish~ but still fuun~  xD

I was outside my Swedish classroom at friend time~ it was raining

inside my swedish classroom ~

I was on my way to school and took the picture~ xD

At "Hällen" with my class   ~ 

After eating lucnh our teacher gave us this XD

 This 3 shoes is sooo lovely ~ xD I really really like them~

And yesterday i also tried Visual kei hairstyle~

Front 

And here is the back ~

What ya think?!  Nice?! XD i dunno first time i actually try~

Well all from today!! (An cafe is baaack~ xD )

//MiYuki~

My life as 7th grader

Okay... As the title says... "My life as 7th grader"... Is... Awful!
There... I don't know how to say but one thing sure... It's awful...
Today i listening to Akb48's song Everyday Kachusha (Alice Band) and there was some word that really knocked me into tears...
"Taking off your Alice band
You suddenly turn around
You smile in the breeze
And for some reason I can’t say a word
Even though I love you so much...
You take off your Alice band
And let your long hair loose
You’ve grown up in no time at all
I feel like you’re out of my reach
I love you more
Everyday, everyday, everyday
Alice band girl"
and that really make me feel like runing back to my old school and cry... because i actually felt like that in the school end cermony... 
But in my new school... Not that i've leaved the past no... I've put the past in my little box with memories and are now doing new memories for my 3 years here! 

The good thing with starting a new school is about you are meeting new people from more places! xD 
Well.... Hmm.... I've actually been abit more mature actually... And it's scears the shit out of me... o.o
By the way! I dyed my hair brown~ xD 

And this is the colour i use~

Really good can i say! xD


and about stuff i'll do this week is 
Monday: Meet up with an old friend and buy a present for my Okaa-san! XD 
Tuesday: Meet up with a friend from internet that i've talked too~ and abit more stuff that you shouldn't know~ ;)
Wednesday: Nothing much i guess... or maybe... I don't know xD 
Thursday: I don't have something to do that day actually~ XD 
Friday: My momis birthdaaaay~ xD and Overworld have there concert in Sickla! XD  p3894gyntuhbtb jhgbDTNAEOYNjuh I'm sooo sooo Happy!! XD like it's near my town and ooo gosh~ XDD 
But i don't know if i can go because it's on my momis birthday...


Talking about Birthdays Tora From Alice Nine  and MiA From Mejibray!


誕生日おめでとう!!!!! Greeting from Sweden and Thailand!! 

Baiii Baiii Have a nice daaay~ XD

Happy Brithday Shin~

Happy Birthday to Shin from ViViD!!! Happy~ birthdaaaaaay~!! Shin-saaaaan~ Have a nice birthday Shin-san!!! xDD
Greetings from Sweden!!!

Japanese pop princess Atsuko Maeda to leave girl band AKB48 - What's On Shenzhen

Japanese pop princess Atsuko Maeda to leave girl band AKB48 - What's On Shenzhen

*sigh* Well... *shakes head* This isn't good... I like her so much~ But... Ugh~ *nods* As a fan i'll respect that... I gonna support her what ever she do! 

A Midwinter night story (Ghost story)

One mid winter night... A girl was going home after she was out with her friend.
She was walking her way home alone...
She heard some footstep behinde her.
She looked back.. There was nothing there.
She continued to walk her way home.
Then she saw a shadow behinde her and looked back quickly. Nothing, she saw nothing... And started to run home.

It takes more then 1 hour to come home from where she was.
 Still she felt like someone was following her... Then when she was going to turn around and look back again she heard a childs voice say
"Please... Please... Can big sister help me?... It's hot... I can't move"
The girl looked around but couldn't say where the voice came from...She continued her way home AGAIN.
She took some few step then... She saw a shadow a few corner away... She ran where she saw the shadow and she saw a little girl siting on the ground crying.
 The little girl keep repeting
"Just kill me, Just kill me... Better kill me... I want to go home... I want to go home..."
The little girl looked up at the woman and said...
" My name is... Yomi... What is Big sisters name?" "Oh! Little Yomi... I'm Haruna! What are you doing here in such a cold weather? Why don't you go home?" Haruna said and pat little Yomis head which was cold as ice..Little Yomi started to swing from left to right on and on again.

"There is no return for me... I don't have someone to come home too... There is no home for me... I can't  barely remember my own name..." Haruna looked worried at the girl.
"Hey! I'll let you sleep at my place today and tomorrow I'll take you to the police station! Okay?" Little Yomi looked up and smiled
"Really? Would you let me?" Haruna nod and said "Come" ... Little Yomi smiled and stood up.
"But there is one more place that i first want to show you. Come with me!" Haruna with no thinking followed Littel Yomi to an old container...
"What is this?" Haruna asked Littel Yomi who just stood there with out saying a singel word..

"Please... Please... Help me... I can't move... It's hot... I'm burning up... In this midwinter night... an unknown shadow was following me..." Haruna listend to Littel Yomi... And her hair started to raise everytime littel yomi said something...

"... They took me without even having a reason... No one can understand... To understand what i feel is impossible... They killed my voice without even thinking that i was young and weak... I wanted to show mom... How good i've started to be..."

 "Littel Yomi what happend to you?" Haruna said and looked at littel Yomi...
Who from the first didn't have any marks on her arms and legs...
"Momi... Was on hospital... She had cancer... She wouldn't survive... i was glad i could show her my grades... But they... Came from nowhere and started to... stab and how much i should scream, turn or cry... they wouldn't let me go... People know what happen... Even so... no one helpd me..."
 "Littel Yomi... Yomi... Yomi... Shirakawa Yomi?!?! The littel girl who died 1999?!" Haruna started to panic and took some step back...

Every step she took was the step that would decide if she would be alive or not...
If she could come home for dinner with her whole family? To feel the pain Littel Yomi had feel...
Then she heard some foot step behinde her... She turned around and saw some shadows come out from the corner...
"Oii~ Kazuki! Look at this girl... Want her?" An unknown voice and man was standing there...
Haruna was about to run away when littel Yomi Took her hand and said
"Haruna Come with me!! I'm all alone i want you to be with me!"

"I Can't stay with you! We are both from two diffrents world! I'm still alive and you're dead! I have a family to go home to!" haruna said trying to escap but little Yomi is to strong...
 "Oii~ You the girl who is standing there! Why are you ignoring us?
"I'm not ignoring but i'm facing something waaay sceary then you!" Haruna said and then from nowhere..

Everything went dark...
"I Told you... To come with me..." Littel Yomi said to Haruna and strocked Harunas hair gently...
"You know Haruna... You aren't dead yet.. They still want to let the guy Kazuki Rapes you first... If your lucky you'll die within 2 days... If not... Then poor you" Littel yomi dissaperd when the container door opend up..

"Here Kazuki-sama! This girl! What do you think? How should you rape her?" The same man who was talking before pointed at Haruna's lifeless body...
"Looks quite great... Who is she?"
 Haruna who has dissaperd for 7 hours started to move she opend her eyes a bit and the man with the name Kazuki Took her up by the hair...
"You bitch who are you" Kazuki said when Haruna Didn't answer he thorwed her like a doll and her head banged to the containers door...
"She does not seems like a strong person... Kazuki-sama..."
"Yeah i knoow... Not like the girl we raped 1999 Shirakawa Yomi right? Well She was alive in a whole month... She really did want to go home..." Haruna started to move but the man Kazuki dragged her deeper in the container and said "Burn her" Kazuki walked out and the other man took the ligther in and started to pour oil on the container floor and light the lighter and throwed it in and closed the door

1 month after that the police found the container where Haruna died... The killer... Still out there looking for a new offer... Yomi? Well... She exchanged place with Haruna... Next midwinter... A girl was walking home... She heard a vocie say... "help me"....

                                        "End"