Niji - Rainbow

Niji -Rainbow- New year! 

 Mmm... So... It's new year soon ne? Mmm... lost of stuff have happend... Mmm... Today i- no this week i was crying my eyes is hurting ^^ 

I've been watching Gokusen to say good bye for this year! and sometimes i just break down crying about it... You should watch it ne! Mm... So... Mmm... I'm just... Happy ^^ abit. 

Ah! Niji by Aqua Timez is the theme song for Gokusen season 3! It reached my heart so it actually hurt! and Feel you breeze is the theme song for Gokusen season 1! These two... I really like it!

mmm... I also like season 2! mmm.... 

Aren't i saying "mmm..." many times now? ^^ hehe... Mmm... 

Next year will be okay! 

Niji - Aqua Timez eng sub:

Credits:
English Translation by Mognet-Japanese Translation Group

It's alright, if you look up it's already there
It's alright, look, it's a rainbow bridge
We can finally laugh beneath the same sky

When I retie my shoelaces, the wind presses at our backs
Let's draw out the continuation to that dream, beyond the light that the sky spills down
The left part of my chest pounds fast, expectations and anxiety beating out my pulse
I wonder if it will really be alright? I wonder if we'll be able to overcome everything?

It's alright, if you look up it's already there
It's alright, look, it's a rainbow bridge
When you stop crying, it spans the sky
Hey, you can see it right? Way over there
I can see it too, just the same as you
Our two skies will now become one
We can finally laugh beneath the same sky

We were born with our own separate skies, skies that project our memories
You have your own story, and tears that I know nothing of
You may have been trying when I laughed
There are happiness's that are similar, but there's definitely no sadness's that are alike

Adding a border to the future with "a promise", I decorate with words
You certainly were wanting a certain tomorrow more than anyone else

Like one of the changing seasons
Sad times remain sad
Don't hurry happiness along
It's alright, I'm right here
It's alright, I'm not going anywhere
When I start running again, I'll be with you

"Will that bridge span out in a world without tears?"
Graffiti carved into a wall really resembled someone's writing
Keeping sadness at a distance, you tried to it with a bridge
But now I throw aside my umbrella and close my eyes

It's alright

It's alright, if you look up it's already there
It's alright, look, it's a rainbow bridge
In the sky of you, who is done crying
Hey, you can see it right? In such vivid colors
I can see it too, just the same as you
A rainbow called "a bond" has spanned across the sky
And
Our two skies will finally, finally become one
And make us run again
 

 HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU PEOPLE! 

HAVE GOOD HEALT AND TAKE CARE!

 KEEP DREAMING AND CHERIS THEM AND NEVER GIVE UP! FIGHT OH! OH~

 

 

 

 

 

 

December 2: Day two

"Why do memories look so bright? My heart is trembling so much, I can't barely smile"

You know... Sometimes when you look back to the memories you have kept close to yourself... They somehow seems so bright... And then you ask yourself... "What happend?" ... I don't know but... Everytime is see them i always wonder what happend that made this and that look so... bright... But now... everything is so dark... 

Did we do anything wrong? Did we made each other hurt? Did we just beging stupid?

I Don't know anymore (゜´Д｀゜) 

But... I think there is some kind of wall between me and my feelings... Feelings i should feel and feelings i've forget....  ||＼(；￢_￢

Mmm...See you tomorrow! 

 (*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ

December 1: Day one

"Standing still in winter"

So i was thinking about bloging everyday untill the 31 of December with a meaning everyday ^-^

Today is "Standing still in Winter" You know Shunkashuutou by Alice Nine? yeah! xD "fuyu ni tachi tsukusu" That meaning! Yesh! XD I mean the song really make me think of myself somehow... ._. 

Well... I REmember in my old school most time of the winter i stood still outside the door most of the time... I don't actually know why i stood still but ^-^ I think i was lost... so lost that walking around was hard...Even though i ran around sometimes with my friend. 

I Remember that in winter to spring... There was so much fight between me and my friends p(´⌒｀｡q)

But nowdays i feel lots better... Oh well!! What will you do for christmas? I'm going to spend time with my family! xD or just mom~ (☆´3｀) 

See you tomorrow! 

＼（＠￣∇￣＠）／

Alice The killer

Alice The Killer:

A cold summer night in Tokyo, a girl named Shiroyama Mai was walking down the street. She was a normal high school girl who had her whole life infront of her.

Now you may wonder "Why the hell is she walking in the night alone?!" Well atleast if i was reading this...

Well she was walking home alone after meeting up with some friends from her class. She was only a few block from her home when she saw a dark shadow in front of her, then everything went dark. Unconscious like she was, she couldn't help herself.

The "Alice" Killer was sewing a daimond on her head. "Beautiful like she is, a diamond on her head is a suitable thing"
The "Alice" killer took Mai's unconscious body and started to dress her in a princess likedress
"To the queens castle she walked her way throw woods and sea, a beautiful creature like her even a beautiful rose can't be beside her."
He drag her through the wood, blood from her head was creating a path of blood. Mai's mother was worried about Mai not coming home and called Mai's dad Mr.Yuu. 
"Hai?" 
"I'm worried Mai isn't home yet what should I do?" 
"She isn't home yet? Can you call her? I'll be home in 20 minuts"
On his way home (<-- Mr.Yuu)he saw a bloody path and wonder why it was so much blood, the blood path was to his home he walked untill he ended up infront of his door where he's shocked wife was standing and there daughter's bloody body were laying on the ground.
"Deadly yet so beautiful"
"the door bell rang and i walked out seeing this!" Mai's mother said crying.
"Have you called the police yet?" with a shaking voice Mr.Yuu said.
"Yes I already called the police, they are coming soon."
That was the first murder the "Alice" killer did... But not the last.

A Dark shadow stood in the corner and grined a bloody smile. The police found no DNA, or anything that could tell who is the killer.


A Rainy day in fall, a pregnent woman was walking her way back from the hospital only a few block away. Her husband was at work glad as he was he would be a dad in less then 1 month. He was so nervous if she would be into lable when he was on work. He is a bussiness man, he was on a meeting when the call came.
"Hai?"
"Is this Mr.Kazuki?"
"Yes?..."
"Your wife is dead. Please come see if it's really your wife."
Mr.Kazuki droped his phone and ran to the place they found his wife body.
The crime scene:
When Mr.Kazuki came he saw his wife body all blody and a dead child. It was hard to see who it was but he was 110% sure that it was his wife. Her body was stabbed with a sword,

Kai one shot "I'll be waiting for you"

"I'll wait for you"

Ami Kawamura a 25 years old university studen, she is Japanese but born in Canada, she speaks fluently englisha nd her Japanese isn't the best. She moved to Japan when she was 15 and She is in love with The GazettE's sweet drumer Kai.

A normall day at "American PanCake CoffeE" the cafe just open and Ami just entered in to the cafe... 

She like spend her time at this cafe, she also met the love of her life. Yes of cousre he didn't know that she is in love with him... He doesn't even know about her existans!

Well guess who he is... Kai the drumer from The GazettE! Like he would notice her! 

Her hair is long and her face is hiden under her bangs, she wears a sweater that is almost like a dress on her and some tight black jeans. Her Japanese isn't good because she was born in Canada and moved to Japan when she was 15 years old. 

Thinking back and forth she woke up from her thoughts when the waitresser said "As normall?" Ami answered back "yes as normall thanks" She looked out the window and saw him! There he was! Kai from The GazettE!

He was wearing sunglasses and quite casual clothes, he entered the door and sat on the usually place that he would take if he came there. 

a table from Ami... She sat there staring at Kai, when he noticed he looked her way and she blusshed looking down on her book. Kai smiled a shy smile and looked at her, she looked up and faced Kai who was smiling his killing smile. She blushed even brighter and he turned away his face to his mobile. he got a text from Ruki 

*Oii Kai I'm almost there what was the name of the cafe again?* 

Kai Laughed and replyed 

*American PanCake CoffeE, come fast!* 

Kai looked up again but Ami was gone. She already left because she was to shy to sit there. But one thing she forgot was her little book, Kai walked up to where hse was siting and took it up... He unfortnetly open it and saw what was standing there with red letters 

"When she leaned close to his lifeless body to give him a last kiss before-" 

He got a new message from Ruki 

*I'm there now, where are you?* 

Then Kai saw a little short guy walk in and he waved and said "Ruki!" The little short guy walked over to Kai and saw the book and ask "What's that in your hand?" 

Kai laughed and said "A book alittle shy girl left" 

Ruki looked wondering at Kai "A little shy girl?" 

Kai laughed and said "nothing, what you want to eat?"

Ruki just said "Whatever you take"

The next day the whole GazettE members was siting there at the cafe... But little Ami haven't come yet... Kai wondered where she was and then the waitress was no one else but the little shy girl Kai was looking for. 

She looked different. She had cut her hair short and dyed it honey brown, she showed her face more and her pale white skin was showing. "H-here is the menu" Little Ami gave all of them a menu. Ruki looked at Kai and to Ami. he smiled and said "Well.. Kai how was the book you found yesterday?" Kai remembered the book he found and picked it up from his pocket. "here is yours right? You forgot it yesterday" Ami looked at the book and took it and said a shyly "thanks" 

When Ami walked away she remembered that they didn't order anything so she got back and asked Kai "as normall? " and he nods and said "yes and for the others the same" Ami walked away and after awhile she came back with coffee and french toast.

The next day Kai came alone he order from Ami the same and then he asked her " Hey! Your name is Ami right? I'm Uke Yutaka but i guess you already know" He smiled Ami just nod and said "Yes my name is Ami and yes i know who you are..." Kai laughed because of the face Ami was making and said "Want to exchange nummber and go out sometimes?" Ami looked up and said "REally!? REally for real?! No joke?!" KAi laughed and nod "Yes for real... If you want of course!" Ami Jumped like a kid "yes yes yes yes! I woukl like to! " They exchanged number and the at night when Ami was ogin to sleep.

Ami got a text from Kai saying 

*The Book... Can i borrow it sometimes? and Let's Meet next week if you can! 

Good night sleep well!*

Ami readed it and she re-readed it over and over again. She answer 

*Yes of course whenever you want! and Next wekk! yeah i can what day? You to sleep well and take care!* The little Ami falled asleep with her phone in her hand.

Wonder how her life is going to be after this? Let's say she is going to have a great time with Kai ^^

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAIIIIII!! MAY HE HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! XD ALREADY 31 BUT STILL LOOK SOOO HOOOT   *-*

Someday

"Someday"

Someday, sometimes i feel so weak... That even standing seems so hard... 

Breathing seems so hard... Even talking was hard... Nothing was good... Everything was so dark..

But isn't life like this? I ask myself... I couldn't answer... Even moving forward was painful...

 Someday i look up to the sky and i even forget how to fly... I forgot how to dream... I even forgot my own dream... 

"Standing still in winter"  

Everytime i go to school... under the cold winter... I always stop and look around... 

"Spring that gently strokes the ear" 

When the srping times come it gently stroke my ear... Walking my way to school... dreams start to blossom again... Hope and new dreams start to come... It gently, gently strokes the ear... and let us have some hope.... 

"Summers warm breeze"

Summers warm breeze have such a wonderful feeling... everything have blossom out so beautiful... 

dreams and hope have blossom and people feel abit warm inside...

"Fall dyed the leaves colour" 

Fall when everything are getting darker... But sometimes it make us feel some weird warmth inside us... Dreams disappear and fall gently to the ground on a road way... 

 

If There wasn't a new tomorrow now i can speak my heart out... EVen my dream look so fun in others eyes i'll still try to make it come true! sometiems you feel so lonely but when you're there.. its should be beautiful...

"Searching for the answer in Winter"

If there was an answer for me how to walk... Go on the faster way... but have a chance to slip.. or take the other long but safe way...

 "New dreams come along the spring"

 The new dreams start to pop up on the trees around us... Nothing look the same anymore... 

"Dreamed that blossomed in Summer"

The new dreams that blossom in summer... Nothing feels the same... Something is gone... New dreams.. Old dreams... New hope... Old hope... 

"Searching and passiong around in autuum"

Searching for the answer in autuums dyed colour and trees... 

People walk around only thinking about themself and don't care if they are killing someone without even knowing it... 

"Kill me gently and forget me for me... There is nothing else left to me to believe" 

//Kenichi MiYuki

My School

My School

Haii haii~  It has been a loooong looong time haven't it?! XD 

I've been so buuusy with school so i forgot but now i have some DAMn time's to update! So...

here is some picture because i'm too lazy to write xD 

 I was on my way to school and thought "this look so beautiful!! " and i took a picture xD Ya like?!

I was on Religion lesson.. was kinda bored so XP

I need to run up stairs to spanish~ but still fuun~  xD

I was outside my Swedish classroom at friend time~ it was raining

inside my swedish classroom ~

I was on my way to school and took the picture~ xD

At "Hällen" with my class   ~ 

After eating lucnh our teacher gave us this XD

 This 3 shoes is sooo lovely ~ xD I really really like them~

And yesterday i also tried Visual kei hairstyle~

Front 

And here is the back ~

What ya think?!  Nice?! XD i dunno first time i actually try~

Well all from today!! (An cafe is baaack~ xD )

//MiYuki~