Busy day's

Hellow there!!! xD
Well after a long time i haven't really do post as much as i usually do!
Well because lot's of stuff happend's now!! About moving to 7th grade and everything else in school! xD
I'm happy but at the same time i'm sad ( : (
But well... Life gose on! don't it? Hehe ^^"
Well... Hmmm... What should i do now?
Well I've been through much at school and so on!
At the new school a girl what i call "F***ing damn bitche's!!" laughed at me when i sad "Yeah i can a prescription" ... How do she even dare? Well She can't nothing at all i actually know what she should be when she is older! hehe xD *evil tought* 


Well Now i've got lot's to do which will probably make me cry :'( They closed my fb account!! Buhuhuhu!! But what ever! here some pic... because i don't know what to do more!

The picture bellow was to bright but well hehe xD

If i forget to tell i dyed my hair red with Syoss

I remember when i was young i was hiding behind it all the time i was there... i dunno why haha! xD

This was my breakfast today!

My dad is a superstar (Toshiya from Dir en grey) - You break up with Akane? (15)

"Wooow!! I never did really know my Sis could sing!!" Ruki said walking toward to Akira
"Eh?? I was the one who sang lullaby to you!!" Akira said punshed Ruki playful...
The rest of the day the Screw and GazettE member's just have a fun time while Byou and Akira wasn't there...

"I Think Akira have been kidnaped by Byou!" Aoi said and looked at Ruki with a grin
"Ha..." Ruki dry laughed and said "That was not fun...!"
"Well it is 09:00 pm now... so that was no fun really Aoi" Kai said and looked at the clock...

With Akira and Byou:
"Isn't this a beautiful night? It is the same as the night she leaved Japan... Aren't it? Byou?...." Akira said looking up to the sky...
"Yeah... A cold night in April... The same as that day..." Byou said looking sad...
"I'm sorry for talking to you about stuff you want to forget..." Akira said looking at him
"No... It is okay... Sometime's it is good to face the pain... I think it start's to rain now let's go..." Byou said looking down...
"Rain? There-" Akira said but got cuted off by seeing Byou's tear's fall...
"Yes... It does rain... Let's go to the other's..." Akira and Byou walked in silence...

With Ruki:
"When are they coming?!? It is starting to be late now!" Ruki said looking around at the park but noticed a person...
"Hmmm... Isn't that Byou and Akira? Ruki?" Aoi asked Ruki whom ran to his sister and hugged her while Byou just moved on like a dead body...
"I Want to go home Onii-san..." Akira said into the hug...
"Everything..." Ruki said looking at Akira...

Everyone leaved since that day Akira and Byou haven't meet, Akan was with Haruko and Mitsuru when Akira met them by accident... They talked and talked...

"From that day you haven't seen Nao, right Aki-chan?" Mitsuru said
"I haven't seen someone of the Alice Nine band member's or Screw.." Akira said looking down.
"oh! That is good!

D=OUT - Aoi Tori [PV] with lyric

                                                            

kaze e to, machi e to, yama e to, umi e to, kumo e to, sora e to, hoshi e to,
ai e to, ai e to, ai e to
MEANS...
into wind, into a city, into mountains, into ocean, into clouds, into sky, into stars,
into love, into love, into love

Poem - No thank you!

When this feelings start to fade away step by step it's only you i want to be by my side forever i will always sing this song even if it means my voice is going to die away!...

There is only one thing i want before you want me to go...Close your eyes...Can i kiss you?

If i just can stay with you forever...There is nothing else i want...Why can't you see that i love you?

Our past is just like a game of life! I guess my first life was boring, my second life was a drummer in a band, my third life was a millioner.

Why do our life play with us like this? I always thouth life was something everyone love...But after i saw you hurt yourselfe like that it was like the whole world end....

Would you forgive me if i help you once again? This tears are nothing i want to see from you!

When i first though it was just a joke that you is the one that hate me...But my eyes get open again i see how much you use me...It is to late to leave you here in this dark way?

No Thank you! I don't need you anymore i just want to be with my own you don't even know the word love is!! How can you call me "Dear" When you just really hate me with all your heart? This is not the way i want! I still want to be alive when your gone from my life!!!

This is what that called love? I don't like it at all!! Why do we have so much pain in this world?

When the spring start i still feel your heartbeat. I know you will soon come and beg me on my foot. Are you out of your minds boy?

I will always follow my unchangeing dream. Untill the world ends i will always want to dream how hard it is to come to my dream i will fight! Because i can't regeret something anymore. I've choose this path so this paths is only my future not my past! I will live today! I will always live in the present. Not looking back to the past and regeret someting! Just loooking forward to the future!!

But after a while i see you come near me again! This phonixe in my heart spred there wings and shine in the sun! Beatuful as i never thought!! Golden phoneix is my dream now untill forever! Now i want to live untill the day i can't dream anymore!

Poem - Rose

Rose...
My dear rose...
Your warming smile...
Your bright soul...
You're the one i want...
My heart beat just for you...
Why can't you see?...
Why do you leave me?...
I love you as the bird's heart beat...
I'll be on your side enternally...
The rain falling from my eye's...

Could you hear my heartbeat beat faster? If you just for once look into my eye's and see what i want, my heart which start to become more empty without you... why? why? why? why? I ask you once again... WHY?

R指定 - 盲目少女

                                                                               
They are AWSOME!!!!!!!! Can someone pleas tell me what's the name of the band member? xD

C≠P - Cherry Boy&Girl PV

Happy Birthday!! Pon!!

Ahhh!!!
Hiroto!!!
Happy Birthday!!!
Hope you have a great birthday!!!
Why could i just not send him a fan-mail???
Because i don't know his mail!!!
And i would not even want to write something!!!
What would i write then???
Just Happy Birthday?!?
I don't think soo...



Birth name: Ogata Hiroto
Known As: Hiroto (ヒロト)
Born: May 4, 1985 (1985-05-04) (age 27)
Instrument: Guitar
Band: Alice Nine
Favorite Music Genre/Bands: Post-Rock, hot things, hide, Audioslave, korn, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Effect no Fuku, adidas, and Tornado Mart.
Hobbies: visiting famous places in Japan, photography, and trying various foods.
Goal: He won't give up his beliefs or guitar.
Favorite Food: Ramen
Least Favorite: Celery
Uses: Gibson les Paul
Favorite Color: Gold
In A Band He Use 2 Be: BAQUEPIA.
How He Start 2 Play The Guitar: He started playing the guitar when he saw HIDE on t.v.
Nickname: Pon
Smokes: VITA COOL
Loves: Spiderman and Peaches
Enjoys: Dragon Ball Z Manga
Motto: "There's nothing that cant be done"

My dad is a superstar (Toshiya from Dir en grey) - One step at time (14)

"The blowing day...
The truth inside...
The shameful moments...
The darkness time...
To the brightest moment...
To a life in the future...
To the big black sky...
Were all our path's meet...
Will we become happy?
To the end i'll sing this lullaby...

What kind of person can take me back to heaven?

My life long time...
Me the only who knows...
Me the only one who understand...
Me the angel who has fallen from heaven...
Me the angel who never will be loved...
Me the one who knows the song of peoples heart...
Me the one who know's how to make it up when the person forget the song...
Me who wanted to hold hand in hand's together happily...
Me the star that doesn't shine anymore...
I have one memory now..."

Akira sang out infront of everyone... Byou just grined and hugged Akira slightly... and sang...

"I'm the one... Who will take your heart... and make it beat like the birds wings fly up to the sky... I'm the one who will wipe away your tear from you eye's... 愛している!..." He kissed her forehead gently... 


It was like that for a while, the atmophere when Byou hugged Akira was both sad and a touch of love, hope and silence

"W-w-w-why are... you so... warming?..." Akira said looked up to face Byou who smiled a very sweet smile...
"Because... Your like someone from my past... I know i dont like you or something... i just want to hold you for awhile... would you mine? Akiko?" Byou said...

Everyone looked at each other... they reacted at when he said "Akiko"

"A-Akiko?... You mean Akiko Mori?... I do know a person whom her name is like that..." Akira said looked down on her shoes...

"You know?... She did go to the Usa?... she got married?... right?... does she have kids?..." Byou asked looking down too...

"Yeah... One 7 years old boy and 2 twins... all two is girls..." Akira said looking up in the air...
Byou took her hand and held it up...

"I love you, As the Bird fly up to the blue big sky!..." Akira sang and smiled
 
"Thank you! Like a shining star!... I'll shine like you..." Byou sang after her...
A cold breeze came with the warm weather... it make such a harmony...

"A future we'd creat together! I'll watch over you eternally!..."They both sang together... Akira's clean and big voice and Byou's dark voice together... it sounds so beautiful......
 " I Have one memory now..."  they finished the song... Everyone around them got shocked... the silence came slowly in and layed down for awhile...

"Wooow!! I never did really know my Sis could sing!!" Ruki said walking toward to Akira
"Eh?? I was the one who sang lullaby to you!!" Akira said punshed Ruki playful...