Hide and Seeker

"When i was off searching for you after i counted to ten. I realized you've been gone to long.

THe Hide and seek game started without us beging counted. I saw the door to our heart. I knocked but there were no answer. 

"Can you come out now?" I called out to you no answer were found. 

I opened the door and a looong looong way were ahead of me. 

I fell into darkness... I only wanted to meet you again... What scared you at that time? What are you afraid of?

Hide-and-Seek is a game we play with out true feeling's that's what i've been told of you. 

You're hiding again... When i found you, you flew away into the darkness... "You really need to hide deep deep down in our heart?" I asked knowing you won't answer..

I just want to see you again. The truth leaked out of my mouth: "I'm scared, I'm afraid" Seeking the truth out of you, i got to know my own pain... 

Can you please come out now? 

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.....The lost side of me.....     

Abadonded

Abadonded.... Again...

Abadonded again... By you who mean's so much... Where have you gone? I'm sure you're out there in the sky flying free as you are. 

I remember from time to time you came to visit me... But not anymore. 

trapped in the castle of the dark side of the moon... Waiting for you to come. 

  

Far away... From you my precious...

You who have been so dear so precious... Far away from our dream's... Even if we are far apart we are still the same.

Nothing will change... Ever... the place where you and i will be... Trapped in this place in this time.

   Forever wondering... Together we will over come this... Together we will draw our future with lots of colour and rainbows...

On My way home...

On my way home that one rainy day... I saw a rainbow... I wanted to show it to you... Knowing you weren't there... By my side... 

Time sure has passed... But the feelings sure stay inside us... right? 

The two people who has been there for me. Helping me... Together we created a lovely fourth person... a person who doesn't give up... Like you... Abadonded.... You got abanoded... but never gave up... never did you lose hope and believed.

A person with strong bonds, like you far away... thought time and place... you were still the same... 

Tadaima~

Take a deep breath... and look up to the sky where you belong, reach for that one place. Even if the world is against you i'll protect you. No matter how much time passes by.. I want to meet you... I miss you... 

Even stading here alone... This is where my heart belongs... I love and tahnk you from my heart...

   

An empty heart?...

Empty.... Everything is so empty... 

How could i possible lost hope in myself? I keep telling lies... to make me feel better. 

"Tomorrow is still not written things can still change" 

Still i don't believe in it. 

Sometimes i just want to throw everythin away and fly away... But i'm to weak and afraid to do that! 

that's why... I'll try to make on step at time.... little step....carefully trying... if i fall..... i'll try to get up...

Even thought... I've been waiting to long for someone to come rescue me.... But that is just me hoping for something  ^^