A STORY OF A SAD GIRL..

A STORY OF A SAD GIRL..

Her name was Abby
She was only five
This is what happened
.........When she was alive

Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly crys
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
" God, why? Why is
My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
" You deserve to die
You worthless pest! "

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
They quickly barged in
Everything was as quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the sad little girl
Lying on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

Golden Bomber Mata Kimi ni Bango

HAHA!! in 01:48 He was like Wtf wtf wtf!!!
And his like at the end swearing a lot!!! haha!! i dunno i see it in my own world!!

Golden Bomber...

Waaaa!! >_< 
Golden Bomber is just to fun!! make me laugh everytime!!! <3 LOVE Them!!!
Well...i sould upload a Pv of them

Golden Bomber Mata Kimi ni Bango 

Well...A bit fact about them!!:

Years active:2004-present  

Member:

Vocal:Kiryūin Shō...(HAHA!! hi is like Stich! Especially his teeth!! >_<)

Bass:Utahiroba Jun...(Kakkoii!!)

Guitar:Kyan Yutaka...(Quite cute...)

Drum:Darvish Kenji...(Don't really like him...actually don't have a reason about it...)

A Bit fackt about everyone...

Kiryuin Sho (Vocal):

Unknow!!! >_< Waaaa!! don't really know about him!! <3 Stich-Kun! I mean! Kiryuin-Senpai!!! Gomen ne!!! *deep bow*

Utahiroba Jun:

Name:...hmmm...still can't find it...

Age:...Hi is in his age!! (Means...i dunno! >.<)

Uff!!...i don't really care bout them really!!! >.< They are to silly!! and that make me laugh everyday!!! When i want to smile i listening to theres song...or when i cry it make me smile...^_^ Arigatoo you guys  if you wouldn't be here i would be a crying girl!! ='( 

i wouldn't be as i am now! <3 love you guys!!! :*

Some pic!! ^_^

Kenji (Golden bomber) vs Ivy (Vivid) (hw is wining?)

I like him with out make up!! (i doesn't like him more now!)

Golden bomber!! (Baka!!>_< Aishiteiru!!!! <3)

I like him more with out make up! (doesn't mean i like him more >.<)

 

SuG - Making of LOVE SCREAM PARTY [part 1] sub

Ahhha!!! Awww!!! >_< Sugoii!!

...

My Crying tears is falling...
Is it to late to love you?...
I miss you!...
I want to be in your arms...let you calm me down when i cry...but when you're gone...i can't...
I feel the sorrow in my heart...it feels like i'm going to die...i though it all the time...that you was gone...
Why didn't i notice that...now is to late...you're gone...and never will coming back to me...
I want to love you...but i can't...Love someone that is dead...the one that you love don't know that you love that person because the one you love is gone...
I don't remember how you smell like...look like...talk like...do like...i don't remember the one i love at all...
I see you disepper step by step...when you're gone who are the one i can belive in??...

Most importent...

It's not a comic book, it's "Manga".
It's not a cartoon, it's "Anime".
It's not homosexual, it's "Yaoi".
It's not lesbian, it's "Yuri".
It's not porn, it's "Hentai". It's not erotic, it's "Ecchi".
It's not pedophile, it's "Lolicon".
It's not gay, it's "Shonen-ai".
It's not slutty, it's "Fan Service".
It's not costume, it's "Cosplay".
It's not a dating show, it's "Harem".
It's not a fetish, it's "Moe".
It's not a bipolar girl, it's "Tsundere".
It's not a drawing, it's "Doujinshi".
It's not a schizophrenic gir, it's "Yandere".
It's not sexual aberration, it's "Eroguro".
It's not a sex game, it's "Eroge".
It's not Chinese animation, it's "Japanimation".

Fail and i will write this in every post i gonna do XDD

เรารักคอสเพลย์!! Part3 Cosplay again www.nipponnotsubo.com

Jag fattar nt!! Vrf bor jag nt i Thailand?! Skulle kunna se Cosplay varje år!! >_< Jaja!! ska satsa mitt bästa om 3 år när jag tävlar med att dansa cover dans!!

I'm srry...

I'm srry!...I didn't help you...I know it is hurting you...you from another country...another culture...another language...
I know maybe me n my friend have hurt you...
I want you to forgive me...she is my friend i am whit her like everyday...
I didn't mean to hurt you...I know how you feel even you don't show i see...how much everyone is hurting you inside...n i do it to...I'm srry deep from my heart...I know that your alone...befor i want to help you...but you didn't let me...maybe you is thinking thar i gonna kill you like everyone...
but...I know how it hurts..a child that is lost in the dark...can never come back in the light...if they are not strong enough!...
I can help you out from the dark...
Just take my hand and i will show you the wayto the light...and everything would be better...
I know it's hard to forgive someone that have hurt you...but at the same time i know you have a side that is kind, shy and good...
Why not show that side?...if you would show that side it would help you very much...
If you want...come to me...ask me...
I'll take you to a beatuful place...see the sunrise...feel the warm wind and see the night...you and me are like twins...
We both are loner...Don't have real friend are alone everyday...
even everyone see use play whit our...that is calling frined....
But sometimes they just firget us!....
It's painful...right?...
I don't know why i ask you taht i know the answer...let me come in...help you out...
but at least maybe it's best that i don't do something at all...
I just want to see you be happy again...
you is crying....i want to be the one you can ask...for help...
but i guess you don't want becaouse youy are scared that i gonna hurt you adain...it's hard to forgive somone...but...i'll promise i would do the best i can to not hurt you again....
i know the dark is killing us...
Let me help you...PLEAS!!
Take my hand and i will jelp you...befor i decay....


                            (To a Friend i've hurt...hope you forgive me...)
                                        (Thx if you really forgive me Intira...)

kare uta [The Gazette]cover&cosplay by MALEROSE

kakkoii ^^ Eak e min vän också!! första gången jag tycker jag känner många ^^hmm...han ser ut att må bra i det där året

the GazettE - Filth in the Beauty (cover by hellion)

Hmmm...om the HellioN vet jag nt så mycket om jag har bara träffat dom några gånger de e ju bara Haj Hejdå vänner...jag kommer nt ens ihåg vad han som hjälpte mig när jag ramlade upp hete haha!!! XD jag har för mycket att göra så jag bloggar nt...elr?? 0.0

1 ShaDness

Fame och Mew e mina vänner på riktigt ^^ jag e som helsinke stolt över mina vänner!!!!
Men mest stolt för Sakuma som har en sååå fantastisk RÖST!!!
Vocal :Sakuma negativ hollow
Bass: Fame ShaDness
Guitar: Mew ShaDness
Guitar: Ryo ShaDness
Drums: Gypsy ko (Jag har faktisk sagt till att hon borde hete något annat (-_-!) jag sa att ko på svensk betyder ja ni vet ^_^ )
But still prowd att them!!! <333

【みぃり】Snow White Princess 白い雪のプリンセスは 踊ってみた

manga gazette (english)

Nice as!! i mean yeah...huhu...you know what Reita is ^_^

Before Everything ends

"Before I die let me enjoy my life...
Before everything disappers from me...let me do what i want without you saying:
 "Well it's your problem after all"...
The Rain that falls algon with the tears...It's seems like it's continuing forever...The rain that is falling down to earth...down on my cheek...
When i think everythink is gonna be good...you just came and destroyed everything in a second...
I close my eyes...disapper...want everyone...to disapper...fade...die...just go away from me...
I want to be free...i want to see...the light in the dark...the night is crying, crying!!...
I don't want to remember anything...i don't even want to think with open eyes...
Let me die in peace...if you know what peace is...
Let me hear my own voice that is screaming out because it hurts!...Let me see the sunrise before i decay!
The rain enjoy me when i cry...it enjoys me fading away...and disapper....
I keep it in my heart...
I see a sunrise everyday but still can't feel it's warmth...i slowly put my hand on my chest and exhale...hear the little heartbeat that is crying inside without someone noticingit...
Even the colour ful day seems to be good but..no..it's not...Please let me choose my own way
Let me...let me...let me...let me cry before i decide to end this littel heartbeat in the rain!!!...Only a little cut and everythink will be good...
....Just one in a million people disapper....the little heartbeat...no one care...it's just one in a million...of heartbeats...why can everyone still breath??...say that they haven't done something wrong to me?!?!...They still have a mouth to say that!!!...
See me fade...make them feel good...see me die make they unhappy...why??...of coz...they like to hurt me...it's good for they to see me die...without me thay can't go so far...
"Stop Crying!!!"...I told myself many times...but i can't...i want to scream...want to scream out everything i want to say....
The knife that is coming in to me...i love it...love it really much...see the blood dripping down...from my heart....i feel it with my cold hans...when it touch the warm red blood...
It feels like everythings gonna disapper right infront of my eyes...everything...i don't know what the word "Forgive" is meaning...when i hate someone...i hate...and never gonna forgive that person...
When  you hate...it means you never gonna forget what they have done to you...you can forgive them...but they are going to do the same when they get the chance...
When you say you quit it means you never can get it back!...
When you say that...you don't get a choice anymore...don't ask me again...this time i won't answer you again...



"Lets talk when i don't hate you as much as now...let me hear you scream my name to come back to you again...but i know i won't fall again...i knew you was just the rain...i know you just enjoy me when i fade..and disapper...it's semms like you really like to see everyone around you fade...
i don't remember that day when you slowly said "i'm sorry"...i don't even remember my own name...i don't remember how i look like...i don't remember when you grasping my hand...and say in the ambulance..."Everything it's gonna be good...you and you sis is gonna survive this without any problem...she is okay and you too..."
I knew...you lied...when you hold my hand...i know when someone is lying to me...i'm not stupid...just don't want to say that you lie...i want you to say that on your own!!...
Don't think i make myself look like a fool just so everyone's gonna laugh at me...i want everyone to notice me...it was stupid of me...well...now i get back what i deserve!...."

My last word: The roses dies in the rain...
 

                                                                   //A.M

Thailand....

Huhu ='( 
I get so damn bored when i hear about Thailand...water here and water there...='(
Well we forget it....
Ok! ^_^ I'm back in my power!!!!!!...well...-stares out in the air-
my profile:
Real name: Intira
Nickname: Ploy, Poo (Svenska = Krabba), Mr.Lambo, Rin, Li, Rinli, Rero-sama, Inso, Inti, Miso-sama, Mika-kun, kisaki and Kirasaka...
Sex: Female (Bisexual)
Age:12
Born:1999-03-11 in Stockholme, sweden
Family: Mom, Dad 
Weight: Really open don't know xP
Lenght: around 1,59 - 1,62
Favoritecitat: I Don't care how old you is, if you dont' respect me i don't gonna respect you!...If you treat me bad i will treat you bad 2, if you treat me gd i will treat u gd 2 ^_^
Favorite colour: Black, Gray and white
Favorite seasson: Fall (Autumm)
Favorite food: Thai food (ลาบ), Japanesse (Takkaoyaki!!)
Favorite song: Reila, Guren, The invineseble wall, Cassis, Filth in the beaty by The GazettE
Break down n Crying rain by Girugamesh,
One n Sunrise by D=Out,
Smile by The Kiddie,
My dragon n Mugen Houyou by Kiryu
Favortie cosplay i've done: Chrome dokuro (Reborn) Haruhi Suzumiya

My ideal girl: Is a girl that is kind like a mother can cook to me ^_^(yummi) i don't really care how she look like it is the insdie that count not the outside! But big boobs is pretty good ^_^

My ideal boy: Is someone who don't care about how i look like!...love how i am and not what i am! <3...

Well thats all maybe ^_^ hehe...bye bye


                                                           //A.M

101054เขื่อนดินกั้นแม่น้ำเจ้าพระยาแตก

Srry bad quality! XP

พนังกั้นน้ำ นครสวรรค์พัง 10 ต.ค. 54

Thailand 2011-10-10...

Himeyuri- still waiting (sennen no koi)

Bergerac - yume ni mau, kimi no sugata PV

12012 - Over

己龍Kiryu - Mugen Houyou [PV - HD]

THE KIDDIE-smile.[高画質PV]

D=OUT (ダウト）『ONE』 PV

spiv states - FLAVOR PV

Versailles - Serenade (PV)

Nightmare - Jibun no Hana [PV]

キャンゼル (Canzel) - twilight [PV]

Vistlip - Drop Note (FULL PV)

Beautiful Creature - DIAURA

R-shitei - Oiran Parade [PV]

Antic Cafe- Smile Ichiban ii onna

LM.C / BOYS & GIRLS【LM.C Official】

ヴァルナ - アイシア PV

Aicle - Toumei Ningen 【PV】

Girugamesh - Crying Rain PV English Subbed

69-II - ViViD [PV]

SuG - Love Scream Party

Alice Nine「BLUE FLAME」 now on sale

The Gazette - Reila

Music...

The GazettE = Reila
Alice Nine = Blue flame
SuG = Love scream party
Vivid = 69-Ⅱ
Girugamesh = Crying rain
Aicle = Toumei Ningen 
Valluna = アイシア
LM.C = Boys and girls
An Cafe =  Smile ichiban ii onna
R-shitei = Oiran Parade 
DIAURA - Beautiful Creature  
vistlip - drop note  
Canzel - twilight
Nightmare = Jibun no hana 
Versailles - Serenade 
spiv states - FLAVOR
 D=Out  = One
THE KIDDIE = Smile 
Kiryu - Mugen Houyou
12012 = over
Bergerac = Yume ni mau, kimi no sugata
Himeyuri- still waiting (sennen no koi) 

 Well the nother i do it next time..so hungry bye bye!! <333
                                //A.M

To be Continued...

Last Ep...

Koizumi: -Stares-....
Me:Koizumi...are you okay??

Mikuru:  Izza-Chan seems to be sick!! - touch my 4head-...

This Ep...
Me:Koizumi...well...Kyo is like a big brother to me nothink more...-stares-
Koizumi:...R u sure??...u think that Kyo is just...a..b-big brother?...i can't see if you lie or not...haha!...It's annoyed me...a lot...
Me:...(-_-?)...Koizumi ogenki desuka??

Koizumi:...genki des...temo...u fade...y?...u ok??
Me:..Well...pretty gd...i fade?!...really?...well...i think some sleep would help me...i think...
Koizumi:Sleep then dear!...I will say to u when u gonna wake up...good night! =^_^=
Me:A-Arigatoo...-fell asleep-


                                                      one hours later...
Koizumi:In-Chan!..Wake up...WAKE UP!!!
Me:ummm.....*hear Haruhi scream WORLD RULE!!!!*...haha! Haruhi-Chan is screaming that again...
Mikuru:...Izza-Chan...Do u have the pic??
Me: Pic??..What pic??
Mikuru:That u gonna have to day at your show!...u know D=Outs pic...Don't say that u forget!...

Haruhi:IN-CHAN DID U FORGET THOSE PIC???
Me:What have happend whit your hair??...No! i think i have it in my bag...maybe...
Haruhi:Find them in 5 min!!..We are live in 5 min!!
Me:Ok! -look in my bag-....Yes!! i find it!!
Haruhi:Gd!!!
Mikuru: Konbanwa minna!! Ogenki desuka??...well to day...ummm...
Me:i will show some pic!! again!! XP 

ME:WEll just one is better then zero...^_^
Haruhi:Zero from vampire knight!!
Me: Yeah! 
Mikuru:Kouki is soooo Hot!!
Me:You mean Damn hot?!!
Mikuru:haha hai ^_^ 


                                             See next ep!!!


bye bye                                                //A.M

Long day in the city...

Hey!...to day i'm so freaking tired!!!...walk in hours in the city hehe...
Haruhi.-slap me on my face- WAke up!!!!
Me:Nani?...
Haruhi:Ogenki desuka??
Me:..Genki des, anatawa?
Haruhi:Gd!!..R u sure that you r okay?? it's seems like you gonna die!!

Mikuru:  Izza-Chan seems to be sick!! - touch my 4head-

Yuki:Let me help her -kick my head- 
Me:Ahhh!!! What was that good for??
Yuki:Nothink *Cold voice*
Mikuru:Your alright Izza-chan??
Me:What do u think??
Haruhi:HAHA!!! World rule!!
Me:I think i know who is was that make me so sick xP Haruhi that was you!!!
Haruhi:Well i'm srry! -Bubble face-
Me:-Smiles gently- Daijobu...

Kyo:Do you see Haruhi? Soon you will kill her!!
Me: -Blush- Thx Kyo!
Kyo: -Smiles-...umm...you welcome...I-Intira-Chan
Me:If you want you can call me In-Chan...^_^ 

Haruhi:Well!! Izza-Chan is better now so let go and eat ice-cream!!
Me:You kidding!! -Fall down-
Mikuru & Yuki:Take it easy! -Help me up on my feet-
Kyo:HARUHI!!! ARE YOU CRAZY?!?! I THINK SHE GONNA DIE SOON BECAOUSE OF YOU!!
Haruhi:Soukka...temo...she is alive now so it's okay!! ^_^ *still want to eat ice-cream*

Koizumi:Well you guys can go i will take care of Intira-Kun -Smiles-
Me:...T-Thx Koizumi...but it's okay...-sitting down on the chair-
Koizumi:NO! -Stands up- Ok now you guys buy some ice-cream now!! 
Yuki:Koizumi...Take it easy...
Mikuru:...Itsuki Koizumi...be kind dont' leat the beast come out...
Haruhi:Well! Take care of Izza-Chan Then Koizumi-Kun!! -Take Kyos tie-

Kyo:NANI??????!?????? aahhhhhhhh!!!!!
Yuki:-Close the door-

Koizumi: -Stares-....
Me:Koizumi...are you okay??

Koizumi:Well i'm gd...What do you think about...Kyo?? ^-^...Dont' lie pleas
Me:0.0...well he is kind.

Koizumi:NO!!!Don't lie to me!!!
Me:I d-don't lie!! -looks down-

Koizumi:Don't lie Pleas...In-Chan...Don't lie to me!...Just say the true!... 


                   TO BE COUNTINUE...OR SOMETHINK...HEHE BYEBYE 

                                        //A.M

〔PV〕 ViViD Dear

Kimi to nara　yukeru kegashita
Itsuka yumemita basho e　tsuraku kewashii kono michi mo
Kitto・・・　kimi to futari de　aruiteiku・・・

Waratte?　Waratte?　Kokoro kara no egao de　namida fuite・・・
Kizutsuku toki mo aru n datte・・・　tsumazuku koto mo aru n datte・・・
Kimi wa itta kedo・・・

Sasaeatte kimi to arukitai　donna kabe ga tachifusagatte mo omou yori wa　takakunai sa　futari naraba・・・　mune wo hatte?

Kazoe kirenai deai toka　ya ga de otozureru wakare no hi mo・・・
Kimi to deaeta koto wa　guuzen dewanai kegashite・・・
Ashita wo kimi to mukaetari・・・　sasai na koto de warai attari・・・
Subete ga shiawase ni omou yo　kimi to futari nara

Boku mo keshite tsuyoku wa nai kedo　kimi ga iru kara tsuyoku nareru n da
Ikiteru no mo　warukunai to omoeta n da・・・　kimi ni aete・・・

Sasaeatte kimi to arukitai　donna kabe ga tachifusagatte mo omou yori wa　takakunai sa　futari naraba・・・　mune wo hatte?

Nee zutto・・・　sou zutto・・・　kimi ga soba ni ita youna kegashiteita・・・

Kizutsuku toki mo aru n datte・・・　tsumazuku koto mo aru n datte・・・
Kimi wa itta kedo・・・

Boku mo keshite tsuyoku wa nai kedo　kimi ga iru kara tsuyoku nareru n da
Ikiteru no mo　warukunai to omoeta n da・・・　kimi ni aete・・・

Sasaeatte kimi to arukitai　donna kabe ga tachifusagatte mo omou yori wa　takakunai sa　futari naraba・・・　mune wo hatte?

Itsu no hi ka　ano basho e yukeru toki ga kitanara
Yorokobi wo　wakachiaou?　futari te wo totte・・・

Zutto kimi to arukitai　motto habataite ikou
Kitto mitsukerareru kara　mayowazu massugu susundeku
Zutto kimi to arukitai　motto habatakeru hazusa
Mayowazu massugu　susumeba ii sa

Whit Haruhi Suzumiya as host!!!

Haruhi Suzumiya as a host well...it's gonna be a lot world rule n WORLD DOMINATION!!! 
Well we survive her!!...

Haruhi: Hellow!!! My new friend!!! Hw r u??!? I'm so glad to be the host!!...well...In-Chan want to show some pic!! YAY!!! *Clap clap*

Me:...-stares- well...STOP CALLING ME IN-CHAN!!!! ><...everyone see that you is happy to be the host to night in our show XP.....Well i want to show some pic of...RENO!!!!! From the visual kei band Vivid:

Me:Is he hot?...^_^! tell me...Haruhi?
Haruhi:WHAT!!!! ASK ME?!?! THAT WAS SO STUPID YOU KNOW HE IS DAMN HOT!!! >_< 
Me:...umm...n sexy??...he is pretty sexy...
Haruhi:...Well you like Reita...Right??
Me:TOUCH HIM I WILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!
Haruhi:AWWWW!!! >_< If i touch him then i so dead...so i don't...and Reita don't have a nose...thats y he is wering a nose-band...
Me:...-Bitch clap you-...Then Reno it just like a girl!! the damn ugly one!!!!
Haruhi:...Well a lot of pepol want to kill you now i think^_^ -smiles so big as possible-
Me:....y would i care?!?!...Vivid is not my favorite band...GAZEROCK IT'S NOT DEAD!!!XD
Haruhi:...Well for to night our show is done!!! have a great night, evening, morning, afternone or what it is in you country...bye bye!!!
Me:Bye bye!! have a nice day!!! >_<
Haruhi:n if is not day in there countrys??
Me:I don't know...well everyone say so...it's normall...your not normall...ask who u want from the crowd...
The Crowd:YEAH!!!!!!!!!!.......
Me:Well u see u r not normall...u r crazy....

5555555555555555+ what do you think?? it's pretty fun for me ^_^...and some gd new is that the problem is gone!!!!!! i gonna do Vivid dear lyrics YAY!!!!!!!
Well see ya next time ^_^ 

                                                        //A.M