Rain

Say that i'm a murder... Think that i always will fail... Always going to be the person who never be remind... I Want to be remind... Always want to see someone else fail... I Will always kill that person that i hate... Say that i've got a ice cold heart... Then i'm going to have a ice cold heart... As you want me to have... Once i get out of this life i will never forgive someone! I live my life because to make problem to everyone... They always say so... Then i'm going to be there Demon... "Will Never love and will never be loved... Happinese I don't deserv this kind of stuff... and they either... Even the animal called "human" say that everyone deserv love, happinese, peace, friend and family... No... Not for me... I'll always be the person everyone forget... That's the best to me... My life as someone i didn't want to be... That name they both gave to me... I'll Never be proud of what i am... They always say... 'It's better if you don't do anything!! You just make problems to everyone else!! Don't touch!! Sit there as a doll as you always do!! Sit there and be an angel!!'... Those word make me feel more lonlye then i am now... Rain... Want to be like the rain... Come when they want... An then dissapper when they want... And no one remember them... They will always come and go... Not saying a word... Just fall down to the ground that will never be wet... How much it's raining but it will never get wet... Not even once... But when the  rain is not coming they got angry... Why?... Yes of course they need the rain to make everything grov up... But they will never be grateful... To be a human is not what i want... Get my dreams destroyed... Seems like i my dreams is just stupids... Then about there dreams?... Why can't i destroy there dreams?... I Don't want to go down to there level... If they didn't have me to blame on... They wouln't be alive!... Be grateful that i'm alive... If i wasn't alive... They would't be it too..."

Songs

Oii Oii!!! Well....today was nothing but a blood red day rose...as always... When i look back to all those crazy things i did n done for this year it is n was lovely n painful... Happinese n Lonlinese... It's coming with each other.... Just like my past that will never left my brain only yesterday was something i never want to forget... Because untill the end of the time i will always be buy your side n always going to remember you... The day that pasting throw me i will always remember untill i find a new life!!.... Regret is nothing i want.. But at the end of everything i regret... I Take all the moment that is coming!... Take all those painful thing with a smile on my face that will never dissapper!!...
All i want to say not all but well i'm going to write songs i still going to like/love untill 2012 n of coz until i forget it ^_^Means dead....

The GazettE - Cassis - Reila - Filth in the beaty - Zetsuu - Silly god disco - Invisible wall  - Kare uta - Shiver - Guren.

Vivid - Yume ~ Mugen no kanata - Feast of the moon - Hamon - 69-Ⅱ- Across the border - W.B.A Wing Broken Angel - Dear - Precious - Trails of tears.


SuG - Love Scream Party - 


Alice Nine - Sleep walker - Rainbow - Tsubasa - Blue flame - Cosmic world - Shunkashuutou - GEMINI-0 eternal.


An Cafe - My heart lips 'c' - Bonds kizuna - Cherry saku yuuki - Smile ichiban ii ona - Wagamama Koushinkyouku - Escapism - Maplegumman.


Golden bomber -


D-Out - One - Sunrise.

Aicle - Psycho x letter.


SID - Rain - Monokuro no kisu - Smile - Ranbu no melody - Sweet - Chapter 1.


Girugamesh - Crying rain - Break down.



Kiryu -




Valluna -



Versailles - Serenade.

The Kiddie - Smile.



    Haven't write everyting done because my computer will soon die i guess is start to go to slow again... =,= ja ne!!  

My new year list

Hey hey hey!! I Feel a little drunk here!! Joke joke!! Well...today is a very quite n peaceful day for me (Not everyday is peaceful for me xP )  so i was thinking to write my new year stuff....just for fun!! n those thing MOST!!! i do!!! (want actually to write "Skall" but didn't because it's not in english....)
Well here is the list!! xD

1: Lost weight at least 10 kg!! (so i can buy that damn dress!!)
2: Take more care bout my hair n skin!! (Like buy something that is gd for dyed hair!! n something for my skin!! i use tons of make up! not tons but quite lot for me...)
3: Learn Japanese, Chinese, Hangul, Spanish, Thai n better english so it seems like i've got english as what i speak!! (Japanese = Write n read. Talk n understand Chinese = Talk n understand. Hangul = Understand n read. Spanish = write n read n understand. Thai = Most read n write faster.)
4: Learn to play Bass, Guitar, Drums n Piano. (Not all of those but well at least Bass n drums! Bass = Always want to play!! Drums = to the rythme. Why not guitar? because my friend will kill me...maybe...but i still want to be alive!! -_-! well...piano would be gd too...)
5:  Get smarter in maths n Swedish!! (Hates maths with all my heart!!! >< )
WEll...thats all i guess c.ya later!!!!! :* <3 <3 
                                                                           // Keniiji-sama

↑The Game of Life↓ [Hatsune Miku] English Subs

Me: This song kind of make me feel sick xP *grins*
Haruhi: Why? I actually like this song! It feels real
Me: *Looks weird at Haruhi* Well!...Actually thats right!!
Haruhi: My frist life was boring my second life i did what i want my third life was gfrtytft my fourth life was a blind pianist!
Me: For me i think this song mean somethink like : While god look at use human play the game called life. We can cheat but he don't care, the invinseble threath is blinding us all togheter!!
Haruhi: Isn't that the song text?
Me: Yeah! *grins*
Haruhi: U using the same thing!!!
Me: Baka!!
Haruhi: u better run nw!!
Me: Kyaaa!! *Hide behinds Toshiya my dear dad!! (fb dad)* Help me dad!
Toshiya: Dear daughter *smiles gently at his fb daughter* hw can i help u?
Haruhi: Toshiya from Dir en grey don't have a damn fb account!!!
Me: Heard about roleplay?
Haruhi: Ahh!...
Me: Dady!! i want to go home!! *hugs him tight from the back* Home sweet home i want to go home! *pouts*
Toshiya: Ahaha!! Okay! lets go home! *he takes her hand n go to the car*
Haruhi: well *goes to the camera* gd night for today then my dears heart ^^ *grins n take her hand on the camera lens*

End!!

Happy Before X-Mas!

Happy Before X-Mas!!!! (Because im not gonna blog or be online on fb that day...-.-) Well!!...Long time haven't do something much...Well today i've Winter holiday! (At least!! -,-) I was sang with my friend home made songs!! And nw we plan to sing 3 songs next time one cover and 2 homemade songs again!!...(Poor me!! i sang almost one song with my own!! i thought i would faint!!) but well, well, well!! We did it gd!! Don't someone agree?!?
Haruhi: ?? *Stares* You don't have any clips why do you think they are going to agree??
Me: I dunno! i just!! I though that it would be a great thing!!
Haruhi: Okay...
Me: Well Today i want to say Merry Chritmas (Before) !!! Everyone!!! >__< n an happy new year!!! Why new year i dunno but, but!! jaja!! Most go now!! ^^ Ja ne!!

                                                                          //Keniiji-sama!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Some pic!!

Blue star- Vidoll

Jui: "I am happy to meet you~"
Me: "Ahh!? Really? *Blush* hehe m-me too! "
Jui: "You are my destiny to me~"
Me:"Kyaaa! *Fall back* *Blush rosen red* you really thing soo? umm...i was thinking that too! "
Jui:"So I will sing this song for you~"
Me: "Rally?! 0.0 ^^ really kind of you!! then go ahead!! ♥"
Jui: "Close your eyes, can I kiss you?~"
Me: >__< Heck yes!!

Jui:  If i could stay with you forever, there is nothing else i want. Close your eyes,  can i kiss you?
Me: Ahh!? Thx...of coz *Blush*
Jui: Inserted in the dime store's vase. Among a bunch of artificial flowers
Me: Woow! Awsome ^^ *smiles gently*
Jui: Ah - There's only one truly beautiful flower.
Me:Really?
Jui: Attraced by the flower's name. I took a picture and sent it to you.
Me: Yay! thx u soo much!! ^^
Jui: mm, I don't know, but it's a beautiful flower, isn't it?
Me: Yeah it is ^^ *look at the pic*
Jui: From that place, Pleas don't stop by anywhere.
Me: Why would i?
Jui: Come here quickly!
Me: Kay! *smiles*
Jui: Finally! I could meet you! Stroking my head!
Me: haha!! really?
Jui: The more and more piled up restlessness. Was melt down by a smile!
Me: Woow!
Jui: Anytime since i give a feeling into your heartbeat. Into your heartbeat!
Me: Oii!! i didn't knw that!
Jui: Forever you'll welcome me! with that smile and cute face!
Me: Ahh!! thx you very very much no one have call me cute *blush*
Jui: What make you sad are not the client although they sometimes pass by!
Me: Hehe! maybe...! *looks down embarassed*
Jui: Ah - As i wish a mail from you!
Me: Srry! i didn't have time! *smiles sadly*
Jui: The phone is next to my pillow! Passing the night which waits to sleep!
Me: Haha!! really? why do you even have your phone next to the pillow?
Jui: Come on! Where will we go? Hold hand on hand!
Me: I dunno i go where ever u want! *Smiles*
Jui: The more and more piled up loneliness! Let's eares it from each other!
Me: uff! it would be great *smiles gently*
Jui: Anytime since i want you. To feel my heartbeat! Forever though not so reliable!
Me: Hehe! do u thing i am so? i mean reliable? *looks at him*
Jui: I want to hugs with this arms!
Me: *Nod* if u want to hug it's okay from me *smiles*
Jui: The bluish white sprattering sky. A few penetrating meteors.
Me: Woow! *look up* It's just AWSOME!!
Jui: I Want to meet you!
Me: u alredy see me! *stares at him wondering*
Jui: I'm happy to meet you!
Me: I'm happy that i know you!
Jui: So i will sing this song for you!
Me: yay! i LOVE this song!!
Jui: Oh! let's go get it!
Me: Get what? ^^"
Jui: Im happy to meet you!
Me: haha! it was a pleasure to met you!
Jui: you are my destiny to me!
Me: Do you really think so? me 2!
Jui: So i will sing this song for you!Close your eyes!...can i kiss you?
Me: Damn yes!! *hug him*
Jui: Today's appointment time is also late.
Me: OH!! why?
Jui: Alsop love, Also love! isn't changed; you got mad on me!
Me: Puff! *look away*
Jui: You got mad at me!
Me: Remember everything you done so!
Jui: Anytime since i want you!
Me: and? *looks a bit annoying at him*
Jui: To feel my heartbeat!
Me: Thats all?
Jui: Forever! Although not so reliable!
Me: *looks sad at him*
Jui: I want to hug you with this arms!
Me: do whatever you want!
Jui: Want to belive it!
Me: Belive what?
Jui: Can i belive it? *looks innocent*
Me: Depends on what you want to belive in...*Arms crossed*
Jui: A happy forever love desire!
Me: At least if both of them love each other!
Jui: That flower (Blue star) Let's go get it! Tomorrow before i meet you!
Me: I miss you Jui!...*Looks a bit sad n happy at the same time* *hugs him*

Badly everything don't end up as we want all the time! like those word is just a happines i write on this post! Like i want to meet all of Visual n Oshare kei!! But is just a wish i hold it with me forever!

                               bye bye!
                                                          //Keniji

Vidoll - Blue Star (english subs)

Jui: "I am happy to meet you~"

Haruhi: "Ahh!? Really? *Blush* hehe m-me too! "

Jui: "You are my destiny to me~"

Haruhi:"Kyaaa! *Fall back* *Blush rosen red* you really thing soo? umm...i was thinking that too! "

Jui:"So I will sing this ong for you~"

Haruhi: "Rally?! 0.0 ^^ really kind of you!! then go ahead!! ♥"

Jui: "Close your eyes, can I kiss you?~"

Haruhi: >__< Heck yes!!

Not gd! I'm sure is not for me xP

Kenji: Do u even knw him?

Haruhi: No actually ^^ but we say io knw him!!

Royz - alpha PV

Yay!! I've just heard them!! n i Already fall in love!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Heisei Ishin - ruru PV

LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!! R.I.P Taku!!

heisei ishin - kakera

R.I.P Taku

Shuue shuue!

Shue shuee! idag pallar jag baa nt vara seriös! (När var det sist jag var det?) men jaja! igår var det Nobeldagen och så har det år sen Taku från Heisei Ishin dog!! R.I.P Taku!! Må hans själ villa i frid! Jag önska jag kände de fortare!! :( de va sååå BRAA!!! Vrf dööör så många?? Han va baa 22!! Vrf försvinner så många med talang från värden?! ='( R.I.P Taku!!!
Några bilder!!

Även om jag nt kände de bra men det e fortfarande sorglig!!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(    ='( ='( ='(

Det gör så ont....

Det gör så ont att se någon man älskar gråta. Men ibland så är det tårar som hjälper oss. Oundvikliga händelser händer vartenda dag...man föds, älskar, blir sjuk sen dör man...så blir det alltid i livet man kan aldrig välja vart man vill att sitt liv ska gå.
Sorgen som finn flyger förbi som vinden flyger iväg.
Dimmans ring: Dimma som flyger fram när man behöver men inte vill ha den. Dimma som flyger fri...flyger vart den än vill...Dimma är mystisk och mörk. Men sist så fattar man att den är bra. Även om det är för sent, dimman kan inte komma till baka igen...nej den vill inte komma tillbaka igen.

Blixtens ring: Kommer ner när man minst anar det. Flyger tillbaka lika snabbt som den kom, inget kan stoppa blixtens krafter. Som om blixtens krafter är oövervinnliga. Men sist kan man fatta att inget utan blixten kan vara en sån bra vän. Kommer när man behöver.

Regnens ring: Faller ner på jordens yta långsamt men vackert. Ovädret kommer men regn alla 6 ringar blir till. Efter det kommer Solens ring upp! Skiner som aldrig förr. Ibland tror man att solen bara är glad men solen kan också framkalla sin vän regn. Man ska aldrig tro att man vet allt.

Himlens ring: Himlen täcker värden är som värdens horisont. Vitt så långt ögat kan nå, men till sist så stannar ögat när man ser stormen som rusar fram och tillbaka

獅音-LEON- 孤高に問う追憶の下弦の月

1. Please introduce yourselves and what part you play in the band.
YUJI: I’m YUJI, the vocals.
SHIN: I’m SHIN, the guitar.
KOYA: I’m KOYA, the guitar.
YAMATO: I’m YAMATO, the bass.
MASASHI: I’m MASASHI, the drums.

2. How did each of you get interested in performing music?
YUJI: I became interested in music because my older brother was playing the guitar.
SHIN: I became interested in music as I was mimicking my older sister’s piano when I was small.
KOYA: My dad was a crazy fan of Eikichi Yazawa… (laughs)
YAMATO: I don’t know… because I don’t have memory of my childhood!
MASASHI: I saw X JAPAN on TV a long time ago, and I thought this is it for me.

3. How did you decide on the name -LEON-? What’s the concept behind the band?
SHIN: We were trying to come up with a band name while we were having lunch at McDonald’s. The topic went off to the movie “Leon” and we were like “If we like Leon so much, the band name can be Leon!” Well, it was a spur of the moment. (laughs)
YUJI: We were talking about the anime by Osamu Tezuka, “Kimba the White Lion,” being re-aired on TV… wait, we went off the topic again, right? (laughs)
YAMATO: We’re still trying to discover the concept behind the band.

4. Please tell us how the band was formed? How did you meet?
YAMATO: I was in the same band with the guitarist, SHIN, since high school.
YUJI: Later on, I met the two through my friend and we started playing together.
KOYA & MASASHI: We were invited right before our former band broke up… What do you call that in English? “Headhunting?” (laughs)

5. Why did you decide to become a visual kei band?
ALL: Visual kei people are all handsome and pretty, right? So we thought we’d be popular among girls!

6. “REGULUS” was your first mini-album release. What was it like working on this project?
YUJI: We were all students and didn’t have money. So we tried to do everything ourselves when we started making this album. It was really hard because we were running out of time because of school or work. (laughs) But, we’re happy to complete this album thanks to help from many people.

7. Was there a specific theme behind “REGULUS?” Do you have a certain message that you would like to communicate through your music?
YAMATO: The main idea was to create a point of origin for us. We recorded the main tracks we’ve been performing since our first live shows. The CD is filled with what we want to express and what we want to deliver. When you listen to this CD, you will know -LEON-’s sound and message. This CD is like our business card.

8. What new songs are you working on now? When will they be released?
SHIN: It’s still not at a point where we can tell you the details, but it will be a track with a completely different feel than our previous release. We will update you as soon as we can.

9. Who are your musical influences? (Japanese and worldwide)
YUJI: Dir en grey for me.
SHIN: For me, Mötley Crüe and Pantera, for sure. For Japanese, Kuroyume and ZIGGY.
KOYA: It’s GLAY.
YAMATO: L’Arc〜en〜Ciel and Stanley Clarke.
MASASHI: X JAPAN and IRON MAIDEN.

10. How did you decide the style of your PV for “Kokou ni Tou Tsuioku no Kagen no Tsuki”?
KOYA: Again, we didn’t have much money, so we checked our wallets. (laughs)
MASASHI: It was all about how we can make it with low cost. (laughs)
KOYA: How poor are we…

11. How do you prepare before a live show? What’s the first thing you do after the show is over?
ALL: “BEER!” (laughs)
YAMATO: I meditate in the restroom right before the performance. (laughs)
SHIN: I find all the picks from the stage floor. It’s like “a ritual” for me. (laughs)

12. Can you please tell us something cool or funny that another member has done during a live performance?
YUJI: SHIN, didn’t you break a bone turning the guitar around during a live before?
SHIN: … It was super painful. I couldn’t even think about the live when the bone was broken at the first song. (laughs)
YAMATO: Cool. (laughs)
SHIN: YAMATO injured a guest after kicking the monitor down during a live, too. (laughs)
YAMATO: …I remember that now! (laughs)

13. Outside of music, what special talents or hobbies do you each have?
YUJI: Basketball for me. I was the top player since the first grade during high school.
SHIN: Cooking. I’m better at handling knives and frying pans than guitars. (laughs)
KOYA: Riding a motorcycle!
YAMATO: Playing darts. I can’t win a girl’s heart, though. (laughs)
MASASHI: Games…and manga.

14. Have any of the members traveled overseas? If so, where? Where would each of you like to travel next?
YAMATO: Is it only me who has been overseas? I’ve been to Australia and Thailand. In both Australia and Thailand, all I did was eating. I don’t really have memory of anything else. I just love to eat. (laughs) I was so surprised because a coke was gigantic at McDonald’s in Australia. (laughs)
MASASHI: I want to go to the moon.
ALL: That’s not even within the Earth! (Big laughter)
SHIN: I’d like to take a long time and travel around the world to study cooking. This is my long-term dream.
KOYA: I just want to ride a chopper on Route 66!
YUJI: Where is Route 66?
KOYA: …don’t know. (laughs) And, what about you, YUJI?
YUJI: Okinawa!!
ALL: That’s in Japan! (Big laughter)

15. Please give a message to our readers.
MASASHI: We might go to your country someday. Please tell me about good games when I go. (laughs)
YAMATO: This interview was a lot of fun. We will be having live shows in many places, and I hope we can all enjoy music together. Through music, I’d like to meet many people regardless of countries and races.
KOYA: I will show you the real power of Japanese music!
SHIN: Thanks to the internet, people from different countries can listen to our music, get to know us, and watch our live videos. But, there are many things that cannot be delivered through videos on monitors or through speakers. Soon, I want to perform in the countries of the people who are reading this, so please keep an eye on us!
YUJI: Someday I will show our live performances for the readers outside Japan. Wait for it!

o don't own anything remember!!!