Still can't do something...

Huhuh!!!...This day was just easy...still to lazy to wrtie good...i thing some pepol would hate me...y??...yeah let's start from the break the first break i mean...When that dude just start to fight whit me XP and then something happend don't want ot tell...
When you read there up on the something that i write "Still can't do something..." What i mean is i can't still do somethink white post videos don't now why but i just can't my mpm tell me to calm down...but i can't i don't now why and that is why i can't show what i want XP...but still keep my head up high so i don't lose controle...but now is time to eat^^ so see ya later maybe ^_^
bye bye^^ 

meee!!!

                                                              //A.M

The Gazette - Invinseble wall - Zetsu Eng sub

Invinseble wall:
Pig that is soaked in a soup of crime
Is it pain of the children whom you murdered
Hate yourself
In the maze whitout an end
And why do you still breathe?
The picture in which the truth coils up below the rubble
Isolation, Hatred, Jealouys, Anxiety, The emotionless blooms is the heaviest of all
The absurd blue sky that concealed a terrible spectacele
In the maze whitout an end
Drowning in our faults
In a maze whitout an end
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you yeaaah
In the bottom of the dark dead sea
Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you yeaaahKeep on recornpensing it
And die....

instrument

Pig that is soaked in a soup of criiime
In the maze whitout an end
Drowning in our faults
In the maze whitout an end
Why do you still breathe?
Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you yeaaah
In the bottom of the dark dead sea
Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you yeaaah
A lonley parade that dosen't even now about love
Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you yeaaah
In the bottom of the dark dead sea
Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you, Sorrow made you yeaaah
Keep on recornpensing it And die WOOOOOOOOOW!!!
Whyyyy do you still breathes??




Zetsu:
A rainy tuesday, In a horrible way, The dampness is comforting
From the messy bedroom i can hear emotionally
Her dissatisfaction, greed, jealousy and restrained distress
When it eventually goes away will she break me?




A rainy tuesday i don't want to go to the bedroomYou're in hysterics once again i'm entranced by your wrists
My distress eventually takes on a life on this own and spills over
You've broken me just like you planned
So now you're fawning at my feet - are you out from your mind?
It's actually funny - you're ugly all over...
Roses, Roses, Roses the roses die in my spit i have no tears tonight
Roses, Roses, Roses i want to keep loving you the past those sweet days we can't go back to

A rainy tuesday, amid my headache and nauseaI convulse your eyes run away i've caught you
I want to keep playing i want to feel you untill get tired of you
Lets enjoy the limits of our greed
Your cries become screams your face becomes expressionless
Lets mingled our bodies pervertedly more freely...
i fall deep deep deep so deep it's feel like i'm melting deeply, painfuly agonisingly into grife
I'm drawn to the danger of drowning to your attaction


Roses, Roses, Roses these flowers have no moisture a frigid show timewhen i let it flow flow flow like masturbating alone those days become empty and regret them Roses, Roses, Roses the roses die in my spit i have no tears tonight

Roses, Roses, Roses i love you the past the sweet days...


A rainy tuesday, In a horrible way, The dampness is comfortingMy new girlfriends blood type is A, confined to a wheelchair
You're a silent fastdious, pure, unblemished
Let's pray everyday that you wont be the twelfh person to suffer

ダウト (D=OUT) ~ SUNRISE【Romaji+English】

Eng sub:

Ver 1:
Light is trusting into the streets and the sweet fruits are summoned
How long would it be untill it also come for this scenery
Even if this world was the end i'd just want to be whit you
Absolutely everyone enivse me, becaouse here is paradise
I'm counting on the beach faceing towards south
Whit a rhytmical beat and whit speed

Chorus:

Bathing in the naked sun i'm playing on eternaty
As my heart is swayed
As i'm sprinkle warm water it sparks whit all the colours of the rainbow
The sky reached you

Ver 2:

Obtaining romantic passion the sweet fruits are summoned
It's a common paradise that can be found absolutely everywhere
The shadows of the two of is finally pile upon each other over the horizon
If we sang towards the beach
The naked sun on our backs we fly towards the blue sky
Putting on our sun-burned cheeks next to each other
Scattening around like a spark my chest is burning by body
Is the sky i saw whit you
i will see sunrise togheter even though the world end
i will see sunrise togheter even though the world end
"If i can convey my feeelings"


Chorus:

Bathing in the naked sun i'm playing on eternaty
As my heart is swayed
As i'm sprinkle warm water it sparks whit all the colours of the rainbow
The sky reached you

ver 3:
As the colours grow vivid it's granted in nudity
I entrust my body to the waves
Scattening around like a spark my chest is burning by body

Is the sky i saw whit you......

 Romaji:

 Ver 1:
 Machini hikariga sashikondeku Meshimase amai kajitsu
 Ato dorekurai kono keshikiwo mukaererudarou
Tatoe sekaiga owaroutomo Tada anatato itaidake
 Daremo karemo urayamu Kokoga rakuen nanosa
 Namiuchigiwawo atenishite keikaina kodouto supiidode
 Minamie mukaeba

Chorus:
Hadakano taiyouwo abite eienwo kanaderunosa
Munewa odorasetamama
Atsuki mizushibukiagete niijiironi kagayaiteru
Anatae todoita sora


Ver 2:
Jounetsuno romanwo tenishite Meshimase amai kajitsu
Dokorono kokomo arifureteru rakuennanosa
Futatsuno kagega kasanatte yagate suiheisenjoue
Nagisae utabea
Hadakano taiouwo seni aozorae habatakunosa
Hiniyaketa hoowo yosete
Hibananoyouni tobichitte muneni miwo kogashiteiku
Anatato mita anosora
i will see sunrise togheter even though the world end

i will see sunrise togheter even though the world end
"Kokorowo tsutaeba"

Chorus:
Hadakano taiyouwo abite eienwo kanaderunosa

Munewa odorasetamama

Atsuki mizushibukiagete niijiironi kagayaiteru
Anatae todoita sora
Ver 3:
Azaykani irodouitewa sekirarani kanaeteyuku
Namini miwo makasete
Hibananoyouni tobichitte muneni miwo kogashiteiku
Anatato mita anosora...


HI!!!!!!!!! How r u?? i'm just to bored to write good XD i'm to lazy!!!
y i am that is becaouse to day i've walk a lot XP
befor we was out i was so gay!!!! 同性恋   gay means happy not gay homo....
Sometimes is confusing someone like the first time to me^^
And the song it's sunrise ( D=Out) haha^^
most go now late night...again XP

                                                                   //A.M

A very simple day...

Hi!~This was a simple day in my life everythink was okay...if we don't count that my parent was screaming at each other...what ever...i actually don't really now what i gonna write but i'll try my best even i now...OH! this i just thinking about somethink (don't remember)...well i start whit it by the way! (^_^)

Everyday i wait for a text...
Everday i wait for you to say "Hi! how r u??"...
Everytime i see you...I want you to come to me...talk to me..
Why?!?!You just disapperfrom me...Do you think i have no heart?!...
I want to see you fade and disapper...
Disapper for ever....I want to see you run...
I have run a lot...now is your turn...
In a second everythink was good...
But now...it's just painful...even to talk...
I don't want tomorow to disapper...
The crimeson is in bloom...
No one can stop me...
I want to see you cry...fade...say i'm sorry...

                                     Want to tell you somethink...i actually don't now how to end and i'm going to some where that isn't here...so don't call at me if is not importent!!....bye bye 

                                                                                 //A.M

Just short

Hey!! this is one of my thousand post that i gonna do as short ass posible becaouse my mother said to me for a few min that when see come out i  is in the bathroom...can she just be a bit kind it would help me a lot....
One great think is that in school we have start to have mac-notebooks ^^ it's really fun but somethink is not so fun...
I have never use a notebook and no more than that...its sounds weird...haha but what ever but to day i'll try to get two of my favorite songs by D-Out....but it not working reason why it's not working i don't now but hoppe it will be better soon...Keep my thoumb up^^so let's see...
My two favorites song From D-Out is: Sunrise and One ;) it's really good...listening to it...is damn good!! <3 <3 <3 and at the same time Hikaru (2nd guitarist and Rhythm Guitar) and Ibuki (1 guitarist and Lead Guitar) is sooooo Kawaii~neh!! here so you can taste there face if you don't now them^^

Ibuki = Lead guitar

Hikaru = Rythm guitar

Kouki = Lead singer

Minase = Drum

Reika = Bass

                                                                        bye bye //A.M

SuG - ☆Gimme Gimme☆ Shinpei ver.

His smile it's just to much XD

SuG - ☆Gimme Gimme☆ Yuji ver.

aWW!!!! XDDXDXDDD He's so funny at 2:18 XDD he's like "let's get it on" XD <3<3<3<3 did you see that XDDD

SuG - ☆Gimme Gimme☆ Masato ver.

HAHA!! Now you understand me right??

SuG - ☆Gimme Gimme☆ Chiyu ver.

Like what i said^^

How much version can it be??

Yepp Yepp!!...Kay that was a bit werid but what ever...
How much version can it be??...i mean "SuG Gimme Gimme"...i'll show you later...
To day nothink special...no rain YAY! >_<
HAHA!!...okay next tme i willl write somethink more...maybe but now i just try..."The Gazette Guren" swedeish sub..i have two version...one that i just sub it like Hi=hej!..and yeah you now...here it comes:
Version 1:
Jag är ledsen ... efter ett tag ... låt mig sova med ditt namn ...
Den som passerar dagarna drog oss närmare
Smärtan är matchas dugg glädje
Både hand speglar att ...
Jag gråter när jag tänker på dig! ... Det är regn av sorg ... Det går bra bara för att förbli okänd ...
Jag bävar för vila, mindes jag ... Vad vill du se i detta vacklade dröm? ...

Jag vill inte att du ska blekna ... Låt mig höra, till och med en suck ~
Ett litet hjärtslag, som inte finns ...
Jag vill ha dig, kom hit ...

Oföränderliga drömmar om detta fortsätter
Grunder inte paus i din lycka ... Även om det doesen't behöver ringa ut, men ...
Den drunkning dagar hopar över mig ...

Jag vill inte att du ska blekna ... Låt mig höra ännu en suck ~
Ett litet hjärtslag som inte finns .. Jag vill ha dig ... kommer hit

Även händerna på frälsningen är också i otydlighet ... kommer det att finnas en kokong i intervall om den andra ...
dugg ut strängen riva? ...

Jag vill inte att du ska blekna ... Jag vill höra ännu en suck ~ lite rytm till ljudet av hjärtslag rörde levererade böner ... det namn som jag inte kan ringa ut Jag höll det closel ...
Couting dugg mina fingrar ... jag vill inte tomorow ska försvinna ... Hearing dugg blockerade öron
Ljudet av ett brutet vagga ... på våren kommer aldrig att komma igen ... det crimson Lotus är i blom .... 


The nother noe is not done so next time ^^ 


                           bye bye~// A.M

How much rain can it be?!?!

AHHH!!! I hate when it's raining to much!!...it have been raining in a few days and it's boring >< hate it...hate it really much...

Sitting here...watch the rain...Nothing to do...Write in my blog, Listening to music, Facebook, dance and sing nothink more to do ...Ufff...don't now what to do...maybe homework if i can...don't have hehe...>_<
Maybe watch some films...i saw a really fun thai lakorn...and now i watch the rain again...can stop it...Oh and yesterday i have learn a new dance again XP...have to much sparetime...most find somethink to do...comment if you now somethink to do that isn't hard...or join me on facebook be friend whit me, give me some tips say a dance, song, band, actor or somethink in that way if you want just feel free...feel free to add me on facebook...feel free to ask, say or what ever you want to say to me^^
Want to be real friend whit me...just ask...meet me...but if you leav about like an exemple: Thailand...maybe it's a bit hard but if you want to meet me come to sweden or wait in 2 years and i'm already there :)
Sounds weird...Okay...so let me talk about my school day...even i don't like it...at all actually... ...ufff get shit off what that call mother XP can write more...let me k*ll her first and i will come back..........//A.M

Rain, rain, rain and more painful rain

Yo!~Hi!~Hello!~What ever!..how can i say somethink that is more then hi hello yo...you now...maybe...hehe...(-_-!)
This come up when i listening to The Gazette Guren...i love to listening to song and just write somethink^^ Call me crazy i don't care becaous i don't give you a shit!!

Hope you enjoy it whit me but i prefer to listening to The Gazette Guren it get more better becaous you gonna now how it feels^^...


Everyday i seee out from the window i see...just rain, rain, rain and more painful rain...When i see rain...i remember the unfogettable days...watch you play in the rain...it seems like nothink can stop you but at least i see you disapper from me...The little small heartbeat i was hearing was gone...gone forever...It feel like i'm alone again...you leave me whit out a "good bye" I want to hear you even a sigh would be great...I always remember you...the name i can not call i keep it in my heart...
I remember when you falll i help you up everytime just call at me i will help you...
Your painful days is gone even you leave me alone...I'm happy for you...you have it great now i guess...Mika Songchuen...Born:12/12-2000 Die:12/12-2011 (11) you are so young...but very strong!...Pleas let me sleep beside your beatuful name...still wait for hear you scream my name to help you it's painful for you but everythink it's okay now...
I'm angry on you abit  leave me alone here...
You love rain...you is always out when it raining outside...
Play in the rain...I though you gonna survive but you don't...
Play in the rain was somethink you really love it's just...last time i see you...you just cry...are the rain hurt you again??
The pure white snow get dirty...becaous of the rain, tears, lie and hope...
I remember your name Mika Songchuen...when i read your name i fell a tear fall from my eye to cheek...it's painful the name i want to scream out...disapper slowly...inside my mouth and turnd around and down to my cheest and heart...
I want to hear you, touch you, help youbut now it seems like like i can...Can not help ypu I'm sorry deep from my heart...
I just stand behind you hold your hand closley to mine...it hurt...want to help you but can't what can i do it just watch you pray for you to get better...can i stand whit out you?...no i guess...I'm not strong like you...
I wish that i could be strong like you...My unchaning dream it's still the same....
Now i see the rain...would i just watch it...or go out like you?...
At least i'm in the rain fell like the tears is coming up again...
Now i let it fall from my eye whit out to do somethink...look up in the dark sky...
Can see the fun past whit your cute smile in it...never and ever gonna forget it...
The rain it not painful anymore...
Take care...Mika songchuen...seeyou again one good day in new life...
Hope you good luck no more pain for you no!..
                                                      
                                                      Hope you guys like it...see ya ^_^


                                                                                          //A.M

The Gazette Guren

I'm sorry...after a while...let me sleep by your name...
The passing days drew us closer
The pain is matched whit joy
Both hand reflect that...
I cry when i think of you!...There is rain of sadness...It's fine just to remain unknown...
I tremble for repose, I remembered...What do you want to see in this reeled dream?...

I don't want you to fade...Let me hear, even a sigh~
A small heartbeat, that isn't there...
I want you, come here...

Unchanging dreams if this continues on
Pleas don't pause in your happiness...Even if it doesen't need to call out, but...
The drowning days are piling over me...

I don't want you to fade...Let me hear even a sigh~
A small heartbeat that isn't there..I want you...come here

Even the hands of salvation is also in vagueness...will there be a cocoon at intervals of the second...
whit out the string tearing off?...

I don't want you to fade...i want to hear even a sigh~littel rhythm to the sound of the heartbeat of touched prayers delivered...the name which i cannot  call out i held it closel...
Couting whit my fingers...i don't want tomorow to disappear...Hearing whit blocked ears
The sound of a broken cradle...The spring time will never come again...the crimson  lotus is in bloom....

                                         By: The Gazette   Song: Guren
                          bb A.M

Dear Love...??

You ask me in that time want to leave?
...or want to stay??...
I answer you whit...stay...i was so stupid!...if i new that if i stay i will hurt myself very very much...
Now i want to go back and say.."I want to leave sorry.." but i can't so...now i look forward to the future...that is what i can do to get myself new hope, dream, love and lie...
Hope stands for...a new hope that i gona survive those painful day whit out to cry...even i now better...I am old enough to now that...but still hope...
Dream is somethink everyone most have somethink to dream and wish it's gona happend a good day...
Why are i wish that someone gona love me...??
Becaouse i still dream and hope..it's so stupid of me!...
I live for someone else!! So stupid!!...
I lie to myself that tomorow it will be better but no it's not!..everyday it's the same everyone is yelling, screaming, say it's the faults of the others and saying they are right!!...Still the same day to day!! How Stupid can somone be?!?!...I always think of to do suicide but still think if i do it how gona teach and learn the stupid idiots how to love...how to dream..how to hope..and how to say "I'm sorry" and mean it!!...yes of course it's sounds weird becaouse the idiots it's 40 and up...poor they::HAHA!! NO THATS GOOD FOR THEY!!!! Thinking i'm the best of everythink!!...HAHA at least someone it's  gona fall and that can i say ^_^

Actually no one is perfect...everyone have done somethink wrong...But the stupid idiots think they haven't and say everythink it's everyones fault!
Now i sound like a weirdo right??...this time was the text not so beatuful it's becaouse i haven't have a so great day x.x

                                                 Bye bye~~  // A.M

Already a new month...??

Hey...!
Are it already a new month i didn' notice that yesterday...wonder why...crazy me 0.o
Oh!! and yes yes yes!!...Yesterday post was really long longer then what i though...but i still fell that i am carzy 0.o...are i having problem??...but  what ever i can take care of myselfe...no i don't hehe...0.0....this morning i didn't have something to do so i just write this on a papper...here it comes...maybe...huhuh XO


You always hurt me time to time...why??...
You always in my mind...why..??
You say to me..."I Love you...very much"...why you say so to me...??...you don't mean it why do you say so to me then..?
I always have love you...but why you hurt me...??...time to time..now i think it's a very bad habit now i can't cry anymore i have lost my tears becaouse of you...you the one i now...you the one i love...you the one hate...you the one i care...but still love you even i hate you...........


sorry gotta go now XP time for lunch XP


                   
                                                                  //A.M

To much to do...??

Hey hey hey~~what's up what's up.......
i think i get a bit drunk (kidding)...I love my voice 555+ ^^ i'm just kidding again XD my voice it's just okay but two of my friend are better then me poor me ='( 
but but but........hmmmm I actually  expected that this time post it's gona be long but i think it's not but hope it gona be hmm...that sounds a bit weird....but what ever have anyone here see at kick ass girls 2?? it's a great movie^^ hope i can see it again sometimes^^ 
soo....now lte's talk about or bussines  and now i think you gona think like what?? what bussines?..now my bussines..is..hmmm...manga maybe ^^' i'm not good at this right?...but but but.. now i get an idee ;)
I really love to write something really beatuful ( I don't really care if you think it's beatuful or weird at all XD so do what you wan't but i can say i don't care!!!!)
and this is something that come up from my brain yesterday XD i think now you think " wtf?? what think?" but yeah this is (What i think it's beatuful) here it come ^^ 
Why are you screaming at me??...have i done somethink really bad??...don't tell me that i have hurt you...
i haven't do somethink but you are yelling at me why..?...are you think that i'm stupide...??...that i don't have a heart..??...it's just like you don't care me anymore...are i right...??
Well i think so...you haven't love me at all right...??...I..want you to answer but at the same time no...why are you playing whit my fellings...??...you now that i love you whit all my heart...!..But still can leave me and hurt me...you play whit me like i was a doll that didn't mean anythink for you...i still remember the word you said in that day..."i love you and always gona love^^and then you look at me ans said can i always be yours??.." but now you are yelling and leave me here in the moment that you said " It's over betwen us "....but i now when you ask me "Can i always be yours..??" i now you mean it...i now you love me...you have problems..right..?? why can't you tell me that then??...i will understand you...i'll try to understand you...and then when i ask you " Do you love me??" you just look in my eyes and i now you wan't to smile but didn't why..?? i want to see your smile...but when i tuch your cheek...you just go back and said " Don't touch me "...i now you love me...now it has been a few years after you broke up whit me...i think you expected that i gona stand in the same place i'll been standing befor right^^..???...but the one that standing in the same place is you...why..??...why you don't move on..?? i now you can do it^^i now you can but why you just come to the cafe...that every weekend we will go togeheter ther^^..?? why..??...you still remember the time we have togheter...??...our you just wan't to find a place that you can be alone...??...are i doing the right think and go to you...??i think it's good i talk to you listening to you...still love you but still hate you at the same time...want to get me back...??
Then come to me ask me...say somethink...why would i start even if i wan't but why.....??...pleas come back to me let me take care of you i stilll love you i now you still love me come back to me then^^...i'm not angry anymore.......becaouse that was the past now i loook forward to the futur^^




What do you think it's great right??..........you don't like it...or you like it i don't now but want to now but don't to so whic one would you take??  this is the another one:



you look at me in that time your eyes was red and have tears in it...why are you crying for...it was you that wan't to broke up whit me...ven i wan't to say no but you said "I don't love you i just want to make my ex boyfriend to love me again...that all and you ahyve help me whit that soo thanks a lot hope you didn't think that i love you really and thoses kiss is mean nothink to me so hope it's not mean somethink to you to...becaouse i don't wan't to hyúrt you..anymore.." Why did you do so to me then??....do you see me like a stuff that you can make your boyfriend want you back again...?? and when you say so i hurt...much much more then i'll showing anyone...i want to cry but i still keep it in my heart it's my pain but...you was the one that kill me inside....you haven't love me or are you...but have fine someone else then me??....i haven't do somethink to you tha<t you don't like at all right...??I love you...and still love you even...i now that i can't get you back no...you was so red in your eyes and die in my hands...you was angry that i didn't get soo mad right you did suicide becaouse i didn't show when you said "it's over" that i love you...i'm sorry that didn't show you so i can't help you now becaouse you didn't say that you love me and i just don't want to hurt me more but now i have move on like you want and even you don't want i most now i live for me my wife my kidds and the fat cute dog ^^

thanks you that you have show me what Love is mean even i love you a bit...even i'm maride..and have a beatuful wife and good kidds i still have a bit for you in my heart but if you where alive you gona be my bestfrined thats it^^...thank you a lot show me that love it's beatuful...not somethink we can just say to anyone like a easy think^^

when it's real love it just somethink beatuful but...it's hurt a lots to^^you most move on to haha your dead but move on in the heaven then^^


that was  a good one ^^ right bye bye gotta go now mumi get angry XD 


                //A.M